Showing posts with label sleeping problem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sleeping problem. Show all posts

Monday, July 23, 2012

What I found on Youtube:p

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     So, I've just find out about this youtuber girl, Ainan Tasneem.Well, I've read that she's already got a recording album.But, point is I found her on youtube. She's like the next Najwa Latiff or Yuna or something, though it's kind of unjustified for her to say that because someone said that she's been around even before Najwa Latiff got popular. So, obviously she's aiming to be an artist, not the artsy artist, a celebrity to be exact. No comment on that, period. However, her songs are catchy, so it's good I think. And she's kind of cute too. And young. It's just one thing that irks me is that if I'm not mistaken, she's currently enrolled in a local university, so obviously she's not stupid. Then, why does she want to be a singer. I would rather spend my life with books and classes, than being surrounded by people who talks in 'a,e,i,o,u' language. Maybe that's her dream. No, that doesn't justified anything. Things we always wanted to do are not always the right things to do. So, maybe this is not about this Ainan anymore.. lol... Sorry Ainan, got to have something for the eye opener and I happened to stumble upon her last night. And she's cute. Did I just say that again?lol
Pretty random stuff I know...But she's quite worth to check out.:)


   I'm still alone today. I didn't do much, just laze around and counting the stars. I cooked a very weird dish for my 'berbuka' and it didn't surprise me one bit. I definitely will categorize myself as people who knows how to cook, but I tend to cook very differently from others. Let's just say I'm too creative when I'm cooking. I used common ingredients but in a very unique way. It's a good thing that I'm always manage to eat my own cooking because I certainly don't have any courage to serve it to others. Nevermind though because if I'm cooking for others, my dishes extraordinarily become normal and plain. Wow, I guess I do cheated a lot. Not a compulsive liar, but maybe I do have a pretty compulsive behaviour in certain things.

    I have no idea what to cook for tomorrow 'sahur'. My lil' brother seems to decide that he finally wants to eat rice during 'sahur'. If he wants rice, of course I have to prepare the side dishes. I've cooked chicken this morning, so maybe I should just cook chicken eggs for tomorrow?? The simplest dish ever, scrambled eggs or omelette. Yes, I think that will do it.
   
     I haven't sleep at night for 2 days in a row already. Not even a second. I can only sleep when the clock finally showed 8 or 9 a.m. Then, 2-3 hours later I have to get up right? The day still goes on and I have lots of things to do, like house chores. Speaking of that, my parents will be back tomorrow. And I haven't done a thing that I've planned to do during their absence. All thanks to these sleepless nights. I woke up, do a little this and that, then I shut down again. The whole thing keeps repeating all throughout the day. Miraculously, when the sun set, I found myself more energized than ever. Like that energizer bunny. Maybe I am sick. Whatever, I'll try to sleep tonight. No promises though.

That's all..

Sunday, July 22, 2012

It's Ramadhan again:)

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     It's the second day of Ramadhan.I'm home alone but surprisingly I'm not bored yet.Well, I do have this wonderful invention called the 'internet' and of course my beloved lappy.So, life's good as far as I'm concerned.There's a few chores I haven't done yet assigned by my beloved mother.I'll get it done before Tuesday (my parents will be home on Tuesday evening or night).No worry. There's only one thing that troubles me; what to make of sahur tomorrow. Luckily my little brother, well he's not that little anymore(he does weigh more than me!!), has a habit of not eating rice during sahur. Yay!!At least i don't have to really cook. Just scrambled eggs or bread with a cup of steaming hot Milo will do. Seriously, I have full respect for my mom. Imagine waking up at 4 a.m. to cook. Yes, I so can do that, but i prefer not to. In my case, I can skip the whole waking up thing, because I'm positive that I haven't sleep yet at that time or a few hours after that.

    Oh yeah, I've this disturbing teeny,tiny problem called insomnia back. Well, it's a lot better now, compared to 2-4 weeks ago. I swear one day I practically freaked out when I found that my brain wasn't functioning properly. Seriously, I couldn't even calculate the simplest mathematical problem such as 3+4. I realized this when I was at a counter to pay for the food. My head went blank when I started to get my money to pay, I couldn't decipher how many one ringgit note should I give for RM7.40!! Yeah, it's easy for me now, obviously I have to hand over 8 one ringgit notes. But, at that time, I was like 4 year old all over again. A 4 year old doesn't know how to deal with money yet right?

   That's all..

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

afterclass

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just feel like writing something..
silly,but i think i'm feeling too good to get angry today..
nothing special happened,but i just feel somewhat at ease...
my sleep is being bothered by 'them' again..
i tried almost everything,and still 'they' come to me..
every single night for these past few days..
i'm getting tired for waking up late at night trying to get rid of 'them'..
'they' are really stubborn,stubborn enough to let me trample on 'them'..
even now,'they' are getting me on my nerves...
and i'm always prepared to face 'them'..
somehow,i always ended up losing to 'them'...
hey,it's not a really fair game...
it's only me we're talking about,against bunch of 'them'...
it's kind of embarassing when i realized that almost half of my posts were about 'them'..
hate is really a strong word,but i really,really,really don't like 'them'...

kind of crazy over ft island right now...
love their songs,and that's the most important point...
besides the fact that they're really adorable...
:)
but right now,my music player is playing 'jojo'...
jojo..jojo..
don't really understand the meanings of this song...
maybe it's about a girl named jojo...
i don't know...

there's a super junior concert coming this march..
and i so want to go...
but that is so not possible..
why??
my parents won't say yes..
even if i put my powerful pouting face in front of them,i'm sure they won't budge a bit...
it's a concert,i can see what my parents going to say about it..
well,enough said..
the conclusion is i'm not going...
:(
it's ok though..
it's just a concert,right???

it's just a few weeks before the finals..
strive hard,i guess...
lol...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

ROLLER-COASTER MOOD

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i want to go home,,
really don't want tomorrow to come,,,
i wish i could time-travel straight to the day after tomorrow,,

but maybe i should at least get rid of my "swollen eyes" first,,
hahaha
i don't want to go back home looking like a zombie,,,
lol,,
kidding only,,

sleepy,,,
but i really shouldn't sleep during the day,,
maybe if i do so,,
i could sleep well at night,,
yeah,,right,,,
wishful thinking,,,

got 2 quizzes tomorrow,,
ganbarimas,,

that's all,,



Tuesday, July 14, 2009

HEART-POURING MOMENT

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have u ever know the definition of idiocity???
let me tell u,,,
i'm the walking example,,,

have u ever know the definition of foolishness???
let me show u,,,
just look at me,,,

have u ever know the definition of disappointment???
let me tell u,,,
i'm the fantastic evidence,,,

have u ever know the definition of blankness???
let me show u,,,
just stare at my face for a minute,,,

have u ever know the definition of loneliness???
let me tell u,,,
my life,,,

have u ever know the definition of "pathetic"???
let me show u,,,
all the words i wrote above,,,



i couldn't sleep well lately,,,
for once in my life,,
i feel like i'm really hopeless,,,
maybe i'm just too tired and exhausted,,,
from the lack of sleep,,studies,,and all,,,
really,,my sleeping problem seems worsen these days,,,
help me,,,tatsukete!!!

the lack of sleep has landed me in some kind of a minor "nervous breakdown",,
really,,i hate to admit it,,
but somehow,,i've gotten unconsciously into a state of depression,,,
it may not shown on my face though,,,

enough "heart-pouring" moment,,,
please don't take me too seriously,,,
i really like to make things appear "massive",,,
u can read but u can't ask,,,

i'm going to try going to sleep now,,,
wish me luck,,,
 

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