HEART-POURING MOMENT

have u ever know the definition of idiocity???
let me tell u,,,
i'm the walking example,,,

have u ever know the definition of foolishness???
let me show u,,,
just look at me,,,

have u ever know the definition of disappointment???
let me tell u,,,
i'm the fantastic evidence,,,

have u ever know the definition of blankness???
let me show u,,,
just stare at my face for a minute,,,

have u ever know the definition of loneliness???
let me tell u,,,
my life,,,

have u ever know the definition of "pathetic"???
let me show u,,,
all the words i wrote above,,,

i couldn't sleep well lately,,,
for once in my life,,
i feel like i'm really hopeless,,,
maybe i'm just too tired and exhausted,,,
from the lack of sleep,,studies,,and all,,,
really,,my sleeping problem seems worsen these days,,,
help me,,,tatsukete!!!

the lack of sleep has landed me in some kind of a minor "nervous breakdown",,
really,,i hate to admit it,,
but somehow,,i've gotten unconsciously into a state of depression,,,
it may not shown on my face though,,,

enough "heart-pouring" moment,,,
please don't take me too seriously,,,
i really like to make things appear "massive",,,
u can read but u can't ask,,,

i'm going to try going to sleep now,,,
wish me luck,,,