Tuesday, August 30, 2011

i loved you too

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So many thoughts,
I don't know where to begin,
I'll start from my heart,
and what I feel within.

I still have feelings,
which haven't changed,
because when you left me
my life was re-arranged.

I used to cry
so many times a day,
but lately those tears
have been fading away.

I am hoping that
my brighter day soon will come,
and maybe, just maybe,
I'll find that special someone.

Yes, it's been hard,
but I'm getting back my life,
I've even managed
to put away the knife.

I will find someone
who's right for me,
who loves me
and lets me be all I can be.

Yet the thought of you and her,
is tearing me apart,
because you will always have a special place
in my broken heart.

Do I still love you?
Yes, I do,
but another part of me
is getting over you.

I never thought I would say this,
but I simply have to confess,
with each and every day that goes by,
I love you less and less.

I just wanted to be with you,
but now you're gone,
and the time has come
for me to move on.

You meant so much to me,
in fact, you still do,
from the bottom of my heart,
I loved you too.

credit: this is NOT mine..just sharing it for fun...

Saturday, August 27, 2011

sweet memories..

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i'm going back home tomorrow..miss my cute niece and nephew already..afterall, i did stay here for about a month..a big accomplishment for myself, considering how i hated that very idea in the beginning..and still hated it a little halfway through...but, i really am going to miss them..*mish u cute "little devils"..^^

i'm listening to u-kiss' new single, someday..but somehow i couldn't recognize their voices apart from kevin and soohyun..where's eli's awesome rap??

that's all...
already 27th Ramadhan..keep up ur ibadah everybody..:)

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

!!!!!

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I'M JUST EXTREMELY SAD!!!!!!

Monday, August 22, 2011

i "was" unhappy

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back again!!

my last post was totally resulted from my infamous "occasional" mood-swing..
there's only about a week left for Ramadhan..time really does fly..i feel like just yesterday we started fasting...i hate traffics during weekends..shopping malls are really packed with people who wanted to shop for this upcoming 'raya'...i'm halfway done with my shopping, considering that i haven't bought any 'baju raya' yet..just pairs of shoes and handbag (sponsored by my 'along'^^thank you my dear brother!)...starting from last year, i think i've lost the 'raya' spirit..i don't really care much about 'raya' preparation and certainly i'm not in the 'right' mood to celebrate it (well, i guess that could also be blamed on another mood-swing)...the one thing i care about is, all my family members would gather together and feeling happy with each other presence...and of course, i care about 'duit raya',lol..

and for those who might be reading this, i wanted to suggest a novel for your reading pleasure...i'm not sure if it could benefit you or not, but i think it's really worthy to read...it's not the newest thing in the market, and i know i'm probably a year late to join in the excitement, but i've been busy (being busy is always the best excuse:P)...the title of this much anticipated novel, at least by me, is "The Confession",by John Grisham...if you're familiar with this man's work, you probably already have a clue what this novel is all about..and no, it's not refering to a ROMANTIC confession...no sweet love story whatsoever...and yes, the story has a bloody ending which i don't mean it literally...you might shed a tear or two, when you're around page 333, but it really depends on people...

i'm sleepy...i can't really connect my words anymore..my thoughts' already in the clouds..

that's all...

happy fasting!!


Sunday, August 14, 2011

issues!!!

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i'm practically torturing myself by remaining here...just mentally though..i'm so desperate to go home sometimes, but i just can't make myself to do it...i can't really say that i hate kids, but i can't also say that i like them...they're really tiring..well, not all the time though...they're lots of cute at times, but when they behave like kids, the tantrums, the ignorance, the crying, i just can't seem to adapt to them yet...

maybe i'll regret about writing this later..but for the time being, this feels partially right...

i've been watching kame's drama again..the old ones.."Tatta hitotsu no koi"..great story, for me..guess i like that kind of love story, kinda angsty but ended happily...:)
am looking forward to his new drama, forgot the title but it's an adaptation from a manga, if i'm not mistaken...just like 'yamanade'...btw, i think he's getting thinner again...and what's up with kat-tun's songs these days...so not kat-tun~ish...well, i can't say that i don't like that kinds of songs...i love them actually, just not like the usual kat-tun's gigs...and the other 4 members, exclude kame, got more singing time on-stage..usually aka-kame dominate most of their performances...i guess it's a good thing though..

ok, i'm surprised that kat-tun came out in my post..blame it on impulsive writing...:P

that's all...

p/s:check out katy perry's e.t's mv..creepy stuff...lol (can't i be more random???^^)

Monday, August 1, 2011

my Ramadhan's sched

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i'm staying at my brother's place right now..he asked me to coz' he'll be busy with his posting in IJN this Ramadhan, so with me here i could at least accompany my sister-in-law and take care of my niece and nephew...well, they won't be here during the day anyway, since my niece has her Smart-reader class and my nephew will be sent to the Taska, and of course my sister-in-law would be out working..so, it'll be just me in this house...i thought that i didn't have anything to do when i was at home, but staying here has made me realize that at least i've got my parents at home...here, i'll be alone...

enough with that..Ramadhan has come again...Alhamdulillah..i hope to get the best out of it this year..i went to the Bazaar Ramadhan with my sis-in-law this evening..there's tons of people and the traffic was so bad...i'm not sure where exactly is the place, but it's nearby a stadium,here in Cheras...i seriously don't want to go there again...right now, i'm not in the mood for food..so when i was there, i couldn't find a single food that attracted me...they all look the same to me..

i'm tired already and it's really cold tonight..so, that's all...
 

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