First random post in 2013^-^

So it's a new year already.Time really flies and I'm aging beautifully(??).Just kidding.LOL

Sometimes I think it's really hard to be a girl.I always have trouble with my girlfriends.No matter when and where,they're the ones who filling my head with all these sorts of troubling things.Girls always have friends problems.There will always be issues, unspoken hard feelings, and of course, the infamous gossipping.I often assume that people have their own principles and I totally respect their stands, but they're just too much sometimes.Getting on my nerves is one thing, being ignorant about it is what makes me snapped.I like the people around me, really I do, it's just that I wish they can be less annoying.I also know that I'm not that easy to be around with, but I really tried to be as pleasant, and sadly less myself, as I could.Writing this down is not easy, and it's upsetting to see all of these in words, because it makes them look real and bad.I'm not a really good person, I know.But, it's much better than people who think they're good persons, because they see no room for improvement in themselves.I know making all these assumptions are bad,hey,this post has been bad enough till this point, please forgive me though.I just want to nag at someone at this moment.

That's some awkward topic.But yeah, wth.I just wanted to get that out of my system without really shoving it into anyone's face.

It's a new year,so let's start fresh.No ill feelings, no rotten talkings behind people's backs.Starts all anew.Leave all those trashy feelings behind.

And Hernandez just scored against Wigan.He's been excellent last year and I guess he'll do much better this year.

I'm so random.^^

That's all..Happy 2013!!

What I found on Youtube:p

     So, I've just find out about this youtuber girl, Ainan Tasneem.Well, I've read that she's already got a recording album.But, point is I found her on youtube. She's like the next Najwa Latiff or Yuna or something, though it's kind of unjustified for her to say that because someone said that she's been around even before Najwa Latiff got popular. So, obviously she's aiming to be an artist, not the artsy artist, a celebrity to be exact. No comment on that, period. However, her songs are catchy, so it's good I think. And she's kind of cute too. And young. It's just one thing that irks me is that if I'm not mistaken, she's currently enrolled in a local university, so obviously she's not stupid. Then, why does she want to be a singer. I would rather spend my life with books and classes, than being surrounded by people who talks in 'a,e,i,o,u' language. Maybe that's her dream. No, that doesn't justified anything. Things we always wanted to do are not always the right things to do. So, maybe this is not about this Ainan anymore.. lol... Sorry Ainan, got to have something for the eye opener and I happened to stumble upon her last night. And she's cute. Did I just say that again?lol
Pretty random stuff I know...But she's quite worth to check out.:)

   I'm still alone today. I didn't do much, just laze around and counting the stars. I cooked a very weird dish for my 'berbuka' and it didn't surprise me one bit. I definitely will categorize myself as people who knows how to cook, but I tend to cook very differently from others. Let's just say I'm too creative when I'm cooking. I used common ingredients but in a very unique way. It's a good thing that I'm always manage to eat my own cooking because I certainly don't have any courage to serve it to others. Nevermind though because if I'm cooking for others, my dishes extraordinarily become normal and plain. Wow, I guess I do cheated a lot. Not a compulsive liar, but maybe I do have a pretty compulsive behaviour in certain things.

    I have no idea what to cook for tomorrow 'sahur'. My lil' brother seems to decide that he finally wants to eat rice during 'sahur'. If he wants rice, of course I have to prepare the side dishes. I've cooked chicken this morning, so maybe I should just cook chicken eggs for tomorrow?? The simplest dish ever, scrambled eggs or omelette. Yes, I think that will do it.

   

     I haven't sleep at night for 2 days in a row already. Not even a second. I can only sleep when the clock finally showed 8 or 9 a.m. Then, 2-3 hours later I have to get up right? The day still goes on and I have lots of things to do, like house chores. Speaking of that, my parents will be back tomorrow. And I haven't done a thing that I've planned to do during their absence. All thanks to these sleepless nights. I woke up, do a little this and that, then I shut down again. The whole thing keeps repeating all throughout the day. Miraculously, when the sun set, I found myself more energized than ever. Like that energizer bunny. Maybe I am sick. Whatever, I'll try to sleep tonight. No promises though.

That's all..

more random post^^

i'm on my one-week holiday..i should be studying but i've spent the whole day surfing the internet..i'm bored..lol..but then, i stumbled upon this movie,it's kind of old, and it happened to be a sad story..well, the main character died at the end,it's not really surprising because i've already knew from the beginning he was going to die..it's kind like a spoiler 'cause i've read the summary way before..unfortunately, knowing that the character would be dead by the end of the movie is something deadly for me..i was crying from the beginning until the end..it's because i know that whatever the character was doing, he couldn't help but to be dead in the end..that's why i hate watching stories where the main character died at the end..i'll get upset very badly..thank god the movie only last about one and a half hour, and more importantly, no one was at home at that time except for me..i'm really weak with sad stories..oh, it's not a love story, fyi..

i've a teeny, tiny little problem right now..i've been dodging lots of calls and mails lately..well, isn't that what i do all the times??lol..so, these calls and mails came and i solidly ignored them..it's kind of a bitchy thing to do i know, but i really wish they would stop..seriously, if i didn't even return their messages, do they think that i would answer their calls???looks like somebody needs a life..it's tiring to think about these things..i certainly have enough things to worry about..can't they see how messed up myself is..it's better if they stay away from me..i warn you, do not poke the sleeping bear..

just random update^^
that's all..

3 a.m. not 2 a.m.

one i wanted as a brother,
one i wanted as a bestfriend,
one i wanted as a boyfriend,
one i wanted as a husband,

the one, and the only one....
one is too many for me....
the one is not exactly one....

i'm babling really random things at 3 in the morning,
please spare me if you read this:)

p/s:i hate to be admitted...i haven't packed anything yet...my roller-coaster ride is back...hate it!!!

and one more thing, i think shahir's really cute,,that af guy...*random