What the heart says

worthless.

2011-12-01T10:51:00.001+08:00

I could not even begin to describe how much i dislike coffee..and its associates..

My day is practically ruined,although it's just 9.40 in the morning..it's all because of the aromatic coffee smell,which i hated the most,that woken me up this morning..why do i have to wake up to the smell i've been always avoiding the most and thanks to it,a nice stressful headache..

Also because of this,my head's practically in the cloud during the class today..

I officially declare coffee as my most hated nemesis as of today..

It's not that i wanted to hate coffee,but coffee makes my head ache..

and another thing that worsen my headache-the smell of ointment which much to my surprise,girls like to use the most;"minyak cap kapak"..

That's all my complaints of the day..

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i loved you too

2011-08-30T02:11:00.003+08:00

So many thoughts,
I don't know where to begin,
I'll start from my heart,
and what I feel within.

I still have feelings,
which haven't changed,
because when you left me
my life was re-arranged.

I used to cry
so many times a day,
but lately those tears
have been fading away.

I am hoping that
my brighter day soon will come,
and maybe, just maybe,
I'll find that special someone.

Yes, it's been hard,
but I'm getting back my life,
I've even managed
to put away the knife.

I will find someone
who's right for me,
who loves me
and lets me be all I can be.

Yet the thought of you and her,
is tearing me apart,
because you will always have a special place
in my broken heart.

Do I still love you?
Yes, I do,
but another part of me
is getting over you.

I never thought I would say this,
but I simply have to confess,
with each and every day that goes by,
I love you less and less.

I just wanted to be with you,
but now you're gone,
and the time has come
for me to move on.

You meant so much to me,
in fact, you still do,
from the bottom of my heart,
I loved you too.

credit: this is NOT mine..just sharing it for fun...

sweet memories..

2011-08-27T02:47:00.003+08:00

i'm going back home tomorrow..miss my cute niece and nephew already..afterall, i did stay here for about a month..a big accomplishment for myself, considering how i hated that very idea in the beginning..and still hated it a little halfway through...but, i really am going to miss them..*mish u cute "little devils"..^^

i'm listening to u-kiss' new single, someday..but somehow i couldn't recognize their voices apart from kevin and soohyun..where's eli's awesome rap??

that's all...

already 27th Ramadhan..keep up ur ibadah everybody..:)

!!!!!

2011-08-23T11:42:00.001+08:00

I'M JUST EXTREMELY SAD!!!!!!

i "was" unhappy

2011-08-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

back again!!

my last post was totally resulted from my infamous "occasional" mood-swing..

there's only about a week left for Ramadhan..time really does fly..i feel like just yesterday we started fasting...i hate traffics during weekends..shopping malls are really packed with people who wanted to shop for this upcoming 'raya'...i'm halfway done with my shopping, considering that i haven't bought any 'baju raya' yet..just pairs of shoes and handbag (sponsored by my 'along'^^thank you my dear brother!)...starting from last year, i think i've lost the 'raya' spirit..i don't really care much about 'raya' preparation and certainly i'm not in the 'right' mood to celebrate it (well, i guess that could also be blamed on another mood-swing)...the one thing i care about is, all my family members would gather together and feeling happy with each other presence...and of course, i care about 'duit raya',lol..

and for those who might be reading this, i wanted to suggest a novel for your reading pleasure...i'm not sure if it could benefit you or not, but i think it's really worthy to read...it's not the newest thing in the market, and i know i'm probably a year late to join in the excitement, but i've been busy (being busy is always the best excuse:P)...the title of this much anticipated novel, at least by me, is "The Confession",by John Grisham...if you're familiar with this man's work, you probably already have a clue what this novel is all about..and no, it's not refering to a ROMANTIC confession...no sweet love story whatsoever...and yes, the story has a bloody ending which i don't mean it literally...you might shed a tear or two, when you're around page 333, but it really depends on people...

i'm sleepy...i can't really connect my words anymore..my thoughts' already in the clouds..

that's all...

happy fasting!!

issues!!!

2011-08-14T02:15:00.006+08:00

i'm practically torturing myself by remaining here...just mentally though..i'm so desperate to go home sometimes, but i just can't make myself to do it...i can't really say that i hate kids, but i can't also say that i like them...they're really tiring..well, not all the time though...they're lots of cute at times, but when they behave like kids, the tantrums, the ignorance, the crying, i just can't seem to adapt to them yet...

maybe i'll regret about writing this later..but for the time being, this feels partially right...

i've been watching kame's drama again..the old ones.."Tatta hitotsu no koi"..great story, for me..guess i like that kind of love story, kinda angsty but ended happily...:)

am looking forward to his new drama, forgot the title but it's an adaptation from a manga, if i'm not mistaken...just like 'yamanade'...btw, i think he's getting thinner again...and what's up with kat-tun's songs these days...so not kat-tun~ish...well, i can't say that i don't like that kinds of songs...i love them actually, just not like the usual kat-tun's gigs...and the other 4 members, exclude kame, got more singing time on-stage..usually aka-kame dominate most of their performances...i guess it's a good thing though..

ok, i'm surprised that kat-tun came out in my post..blame it on impulsive writing...:P

that's all...

p/s:check out katy perry's e.t's mv..creepy stuff...lol (can't i be more random???^^)

my Ramadhan's sched

2011-08-01T22:07:00.002+08:00

i'm staying at my brother's place right now..he asked me to coz' he'll be busy with his posting in IJN this Ramadhan, so with me here i could at least accompany my sister-in-law and take care of my niece and nephew...well, they won't be here during the day anyway, since my niece has her Smart-reader class and my nephew will be sent to the Taska, and of course my sister-in-law would be out working..so, it'll be just me in this house...i thought that i didn't have anything to do when i was at home, but staying here has made me realize that at least i've got my parents at home...here, i'll be alone...

enough with that..Ramadhan has come again...Alhamdulillah..i hope to get the best out of it this year..i went to the Bazaar Ramadhan with my sis-in-law this evening..there's tons of people and the traffic was so bad...i'm not sure where exactly is the place, but it's nearby a stadium,here in Cheras...i seriously don't want to go there again...right now, i'm not in the mood for food..so when i was there, i couldn't find a single food that attracted me...they all look the same to me..

i'm tired already and it's really cold tonight..so, that's all...

just another entry

2011-07-27T00:56:00.003+08:00

i have this unsettling feelings for the last two days, and it doesn't cease yet...it's just one of the case where a very tiny matter matters...it's really unsettling...everything i do, i feel like there's a huge solid rock that rests on my shoulder...i wonder if i did something wrong...do i feel like this because i did wrong with someone somewhere??or is there someone cursing me because of something i did??i can't think of anything i've done wrong...well, there's always my brother who i almost frequently kick/punch...i doubt he'd curse me behind my back...he'd throw it right on my face usually....and, i kick/punch him out of love...:P...then, there's the friends who i almost forget their existence...but, i think so do they....there's also the friend who i actually met coincidentally but i foolishly didn't bother to even say "hi"...but, the big BUT here, the friend is a guy..so, it's not really wrong for me not to approach him...but, another big BUT, i happened to say more than "hi" to another friend, who is also a guy, who i coincidentally met at that exact particular time...well, these are among many other things....there's no point of writing them down, which i've just realised...therefore, i wonder if this "unsettling" feeling is actually my defense mechanism that prevent me from feeling "guilty"...and i certainly didn't do anything worth of feeling guilty for...

that's all...

eat your food!!

2011-07-21T00:50:00.003+08:00

what's the best way of staying skinny???

1.eat nothing, drinks plain water only.

2.eat anything but carbs.

3.eat proteins only.

4.eat fruits only.

5.eat low-calories food.

6.eat once a day.

7.eat at anytime except night-time.

all listed above are just almost IMPOSSIBLE for me...you see,when we're staying at home, it's unavoidable to eat our mums' cooking...rather it's rude if we don't eat them...my mother once said to me that she didn't want to cook because no one wanted to eat her cooking...that 'no one' actually was referring to ME....it's not that i didn't want to eat, but sometimes i just don't feel like eating..there were quite a few times when i thought having to eat is such a suffering...there were days when i had to force myself to eat as i've started to feel light-headed and couldn't quite walked in a straight line....and also there were days when i completely forgot to eat....often when the night came i wondered why did i feel dizzy, it was then i remembered that i hadn't eaten anything for the rest of the day....but during those times, i often reminded myself that having able to eat is a blessing...i reminded myself to think about those disabled and really old people who have lost their blessings to devour all those yummy food...i've got a few trauma regarding food...and till today there's certain food that i just couldn't bear to eat...i'm scared to eat it, to be exact...there's a few times when i upset my stomach and gotten a high fever along with it....it was terrible....and so, after these episodes i'll be watching my meals more carefully...to be honest, i'm really fussy when it comes to food...well, i lied...i'm fussy with almost anything...lol...

however,there were also days when i feel like stuffing my tummy with every food i could get my hands on..i would eat anything almost non-stop...rice, ice cream, fruits, bread, cakes; i would feel like i could stuff them all and never feel full...there were also days when i could eat very excessively eventhough i obviously had enough....that usually happened when i went to eat with my friends...we would order a lot of things and then, they would just stop eating, leaving a big portion behind...i would be the honorable 'trashcan' each time...though sometimes i hate eating, i hate leaving food uneaten even more...especially when i knew that i had to pay for it...

i wanted to write more but i've just realised that it's already past 1 a.m. and i haven't gotten my evening bath yet...well, not exactly evening, considering that it's already after midnight...and,my stomach's kind of growling at the moment...apparently i have forgotten about my dinner...i fed my cat, but i forgot to feed myself...

that's all....

book report!!

2011-07-19T00:58:00.005+08:00

i've finished reading "Under the Dome"!!!! *clap*clap

the first 200 pages was a bit uninteresting, but the rest 800++ pages were real page-turners....lots of people died, which answered my expectation..well, there's a lot of ways of dying as i learnt from the story...the people there were either murdered, commited suicides (which, fyi, some had drug overdose, some had brain splattered all over the place,etc), freak accidents, burnt in wild fire, died due to absence of oxygen or extreme heat...actually,it's kind of exaggerated to say that "lots of people died"...in fact, almost all died, except for the main characters and their sidekicks...it's a really cheerful story right???

but,nevertheless, it's a good reading material...i'm going to start on the new books i've just bought...not Stephen Kings'...i figured his new book has to wait since i've found another must-read book...not going to mention the title till i've finished reading, that, if i have time and mood, and not stuck to this addictive beloved laptop of mine...

i've watched Harry Potter...love it...although many interesting scenes that happened in the book are not visualised in the movie...the Snape's part was just the BEST...love that guy...ohh, and i still love Sirius too...too bad both guys' dead...:(

a few freaky thoughts hit me as i watched the movie, "Voldemort's eyes' color is pretty..."

and "Snape's hair look really good.." and "Ginny's still not pretty...."

i really shouldn't focus on those kinds of things, but i did...

*forgive my rambling

that's all...

i've got babies

2011-07-05T16:34:00.003+08:00

my kitty has given birth at last...yay..after suffering for a few weeks watching her carrying that huge belly(it is I who suffer, not her):P

she got 4 cute kittens...and i've started to wonder if ever the kittens survived, what am i supposed to do with them...it's not like my house is an animal shelter..that's a pretty harsh thing to say, i admit...but, kittens, just like babies, are pretty hard to handle, right???i love to watch them, taking care of them??i think i may need a little help...though i'm their unofficially fairy godmother...lol

i think an army of mosquitoes just attacked me last night....really hate those tiny blood-suckers...they're not even vampires...why the hell should they take so much blood from me??

okay, whatever...i'm just raving...

that's all^^

my cat's sick hobby

2011-06-29T05:51:00.005+08:00

my cat caught another little bird again today...i was so shocked when i discovered her playing with the dying bird..she was acting all innocent while the bird, sadly to say was hardly breathing...i was trying to get her away from it, but she stubbornly tried to get to the bird...actually, i was quite afraid to hold the bird, it didn't move at all, but i could see the heart's still beating...

then, after putting away the very naughty cat of mine, i gathered my courage and lifted it up...i put it on a piece of tissue paper and held it gently on my palm...i asked my mother what should i do with the bird, well, it's not waking up and i was afraid that if i put it somewhere, the cat would found it...my mother was not good in handling this kind of thing and so she told me to wait until my little brother came back home...he had an experience in dealing with this since my naughty cat had actually pulled the same stunt the day before...but, luckily my brother said that the bird survived as he found it quite early...and so i put the bird far across the street...when my brother got back, my mother told him about it...unfortunately he said that the bird had perished...poor little bird...

i know that my cat doesn't actually eat birds, she only wanted to make them her toys...i seriously feels that she played too much... you see, she is pregnant and it really makes me wonder how in the world did she manage to catch a bird with her swollen belly...and it's not like there's no other things that she could use to play with...well, i guess there's nothing much i can do..it is her nature to catch the bird and although people keeps saying that cats are clever and kind of have feelings, i can't oppose her animal instinct...i just hope she wouldn't catch any birds again...better to keep her occupied than having her running around and messing with other beings, in this case, birds...

that's all i wanted to write about...and please keep in mind that "she" here refers to my current little "catlady"..she loves to play and EAT...well, she's pregnant anyway, so i have to bear with her big appetite...

-finish-

Misery time!!!

2011-06-27T23:34:00.003+08:00

why do girls tend to worry about their weight?

i don't really have an answer to that question..and besides i'm one of the girls who keeps worrying about her weight every single day..some might say that it's pathetic and insulting...but seriously, don't say that when you already have a nice figure, figuratively speaking...

well, i do feel pathetic sometimes..but i can't help it...one, because i did have put on weight...and two, because i really hate the fact that i've put on weight..and worst of all, three, because "mak cik2" keep saying that i've gotten a bit chubbier...."a bit"????try "a lot"!!!!

yes, i'm just another typical girl who is obsessed with her body...thank you for judging me...

ahh..actually i wanted to write about a novel i've read quite a long time ago...it's quite an old novel published in 1987 written by my favourite author, Stephen King...just Google him if you don't know...the title of the novel is "Misery" and believe me, Misery can really make you miserable...the story is about a famous author named Paul Sheldon (he has nothing to do with the writer, Sidney Sheldon btw), who had written a series of Misery's novel and finally decided to put an end to it by killing the main character 'Misery' and thus wrapped up the whole chronicle....and so his misery started when he had a car accident as he finished writing his new book...he was rescued by a woman, Annnie Wilkes who was apparently his 'number one fan'...Annie brought Paul to her house, nursed him there and kept telling him that she couldn't get him to the hospital or got in contact with the outside world due to the heavy snow...but times passed by, and Paul had came to know that she actually did not have any intention of letting him go...and thus after Annie read the last novel of Misery's series, she couldn't accept that Paul killed her favourite character..she demanded for Misery to be undead...she started to show her true colours, and Paul, having no other choice, started to write another Misery's series....but as time went by, Annie's mood swings and her vicious personality were getting worse...since Paul was badly injured in the previous accident, he couldn't even moved by himself as both his legs were broken...but, as Paul was getting better, and the Misery's series was almost finished, Annie, in one of her mood swings, decided to keep Paul there a little bit longer...she eventually broke Paul's legs again..well, there were other brutal actions done by her...and i was seriously traumatised by the actions, so don't get me started on that..so, to keep this story short, Annie was killed by Paul in the end in a some-what bloody strong woman-weak man fight....Paul was still in his wheelchair when he had the fight with Annie...

that was a kind of awfully long synopsis of the novel...pardon my excitement...there is actually no significant lesson that we can learn from the novel...but i did get one thing...the horror of the story...:P

lesson no. 1: don't drive in snow storm..

lesson no. 2: don't go to the end of the world alone...

lesson no. 3: learn how to differentiate between "number-one-fan" and "crazy-psychopath-fan"...

lesson no. 4: i can't think of any...:P

fun fact: there was a drug given to Paul by Annie which named Novril...well, there is no such drug named Novril..it was just a fictional drug created by Stephen King, which supposedly acted like Codeine(for example)...i was cheated by it at first..i thought the drug really existed in real life..^^

secondly, there were quite a bit differences of facts in the novel and the adaptation(film)...i personally thought the novel was much much more awesome than the movie...

thirdly, i don't think anyone interested in reading this novel..i haven't met a single breathing, living soul that say Stephen King is one of her favourite authors...and there were hardly any that actually read his books...well, it's among my friends though...

fourthly, it's quite an advantage, because nobody requesting to borrow my novels..and thus, i get to keep them just in the state that i wanted....clean, no wrinkles, no chocolate or other unidentified smudges, whatsoever....

fifthly, it kinds of make me sad though sometimes...why people don't want to borrow my books...:(

lastly, i'll read better books in the future...not just fictional stuff...

happy reading!!

i got it from Sarah is not Sarcastic

2011-06-23T01:40:00.003+08:00

ble sy da xde keje...bwt bende tagged2 ni best la jgk...haha

1) Kenapa online hari-hari, xde kerjakah???
= sy pon terfikir bende yg same..kenapela sy on9 hari2????dan jwpnnye,,,ye,mmg sy xde keje...
2) Apakah web-web yang telah anda sign up dekat internet ni??(Kalo boleh, from earliest to latest)
= friendster, myspace, facebook, bloggers(blogspot, lj, wordpress), twitter, formspring, lots of fansites/forums
3) Apakah medium yang anda gunakan untuk online?
= laptop kesayangan sy
4) Anda x boringkah online?
= terlebih bosan da..
5) Aktiviti harian??
= on9 n main kejar2 ngn kucing kesayangan
6) Apa yang menggangu fikiran anda sekarang?
= my weight
7) Adakah anda fikir survey ini dalam bahasa inggeris pada awalnya??
= mungkin
8) Anda rasa penguasaan bahasa Inggeris anda cukup untuk menjawab survey ini dalam bahasa Inggeris???
= absolutely..haha
9) Apa pendapat awak pasal penyekatan kerajaan terhadap beberapa web-web yang menjadi isu sekarang ni??
= sy xkesah sgt asalkan xmengganggu hidup sy...xD
10) Adakah anda pandai memasak??
= ya dan tidak
11) Kali terakhir anda berbelanja besar?? Untuk apa??
= bulan lepas.beli hadiah birthday utk ayah, kakak dan adik2 sy
12) Things u are looking forward to??
= sy menanti hari esok
13) Things u wanna buy right now??
= kasut yg sy jumpe kt parkson hari tu...dan external hd, sbb yg satu tu da penoh...dan buku2 yg sy da list down...
14) Things u wanna eat right now??
= kek coklat yg ade kt dlm peti sejuk kt dapur...
15) Short-term planning?? why??
= turunkn berat...sebab sy seorg perempuan...:P
16) Status??why??
= single...(agak sensitif soalan ini...)..so "no comment"
17) If u can have a pet, what will it be??
= da ade pon...
18) U get one wish, what will it be??
= saye bg dkt parents sy... so, tanyela dorg
19) U need money, mom or dad??
= ayah kot...tp mintak dr mak lg senang:P
20) If u could have another sibling, what would it be??
= terima kasih jela...adik-beradik sy da ckp da...tp if u insist, anything but a little sister...really hate the thought of having one laaa...
21) Any plannings??
= nk g crk cite johnny depp...da ter"obsesss" balek lepas tgk cite "sleepy hollow"(cte yg sy ske tgk wktu kecik dlu)...it's really legen....wait for it...dary!!
22) U get a second wish. What is your command??
= sy bg kt adek2 sy
23) Last question!! what song do u like??(a song from a local singer)

"bencinta", faizal tahir...sy mmg ske dy:)

D-PLAN

2011-06-18T02:11:00.006+08:00

i went to kuala terengganu a week before i finished my last block for my uneventful first year...it was a family vacation, an 'extended family' vacation to be exact...i've been to k.t. before but i think there has been many changes since the last time i went there...the one and only thing that made me excited about this vacation was that we stayed at hotel near to the sea...yay, 'mandi laut' time...it's been a very long time since i last went to the sea and played in it??though i only managed to 'mandi laut' once during my three days, two nights stay, it was very meaningful...i love the waves, the salty water (okay, no, i'm not really fond of the salty seawater because it kept getting into my eyes and it really hurt a lot as i wore my contact lens), the wind, the sand...it's getting melodramatic, but to keep things short, i would love to play again like that, soon if possible...^^

okay, now i've foolishly forgotten what i wanted to write in the first place...well, whatever...

i've got 3-months off...and....

i plan to do major body slimming......yeah right...that's just a bad joke...i love food too much that it would be absurd to leave them alone....i keep food close to my heart.....and my mouth...

no, i've planned to DOWNLOAD....yeah, i've been crazy over the unfinished kamen rider series i happen to have...now, i've finished with W...let's proceed with KIVA....kamen rider, go, go.....i know they were old series but i haven't watched their complete series yet...that's a good enough reason to keep my plan going...owh, and i'm frustrated that i can't download RYUKI because the files are MU...yep, ryuki is one of the oldest kamen rider series...i've watched it once when i was really young?, but i don't think i've watched the ending yet...i don't want to watch the english version of ryuki...i love ryuki, well not really ryuki, i love KNIGHT actually...the always sad and cold + cute KNIGHT....the latest kamen rider i know is 000 or something like that, not too sure as i haven't really watch it...and another thing is, don't watch DECADE.....it's not like the series isn't good or anything, it's just that i don't like the main actor...and the storyline of course...and the heroine's face is so MATSUJUN....and i don't mean it literally....i have a suspicion that maybe she is matsujun's sister...well, it's just too gross to watch her because it feels like i'm watching matsujun in skirts and skinnies....euuwwww...so, don't watch it....DEN-O is quite good....good visual and interesting storyline....and KABUTO is also quite worth to check out...

i could talk about my 'masked men and ridiculous monsters' obsession all day long, but i figured not really everyone can accept this kind of interest...yes, i'm quite an otaku with anime...maybe about 0.02%???wow, that's statistically significant...^^

oh, i also plan to study during this holiday...if we count the holiday period by weeks, it weirdly seems short...so, i'm hoping to do some serious studying, if God may...

okay, that's all....

bla bla bla

2011-04-23T05:00:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time....there's nothing really to say....it's almost 5 a.m. and i still have some 'unfinished' business...no dirty thoughts,etc....okay, i lied....actually i'm up and still running(not really literally running, coz' i'm lying on my bed right now), is because i'm at my home sweet home,with nothing better to do....i got on bus at 8.40 a.m. on thursday,and reached the destination about 5 and a half hour later....i didn't get much sleep the night before + the exams just ended, so i was really groggy when i had to wake up at 6a.m. the following morning, one of my friend's ticket was at 8....so once i seated myself on the bus, and it moved 5 minutes later, i was sound asleep....eventhough the bus felt like a roller-coaster, i couldn't get myself to open my eyes and complaint...i was just toooooo tired and exhausted....though the bus stopped twice at the terminals, i just couldn't care less....people got on and off, some walked past my seat and hit me accidentally, i didn't care....i just need to sleep...it was a disaster when i woke up about 10 minutes before the bus reached my station...my 'tudung' was like a ragged cloth...just kidding...okay, so the point of the story is, nothing really....i just wanted to write something...

i'm listening to big bang's song repeatedly coz' i'm too lazy to change the player...

now, i'm about 66.6% convinced that i'm so stupid...not that i'm literally stupid....it's just that the line goes, "i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid......in love".....and some lines go this way,"naega michyeogayo(i'm going crazy) x1000000" repeatedly, "liar x1000000" + another x10000000 "stupid liar"......

now, i really wondered what this post is all about....i'm all over the place...my stomach's hurting again...i might have caught gastricitis again(do people "caught" gastricitis???)...well, in short, i'm getting sleepy, but not sleepy enough to sleep...let's just wait for Subuh...

i already have a morning plan for tomorrow...to go see my sister...i could sleep in the car then....yesss, i have a disease...not std....just that i can fall asleep very easily once the car starts moving....though the destination is in 5 minutes reach....exaggerating much????

whatever...now this post is officially over.....

G.O.O.D Friends

2011-01-19T00:17:00.005+08:00

a friend of mine told me about a friend of hers whose friend was told by a friend of hers about the story of her friend who is betrayed by her own friends..

it's kinda complicated to explain, but believe me, it's harder to say it in malay...

okay, so here's the story:

that friend had a kind of weird habit towards a certain creatures of god...

so she always do all kind of the impossible-made-possible things for them and told her GOOD friends about it...

well, the reactions weren't so good, but she thought that it was okay because they're her GOOD friends...

but one unfortunate day, she learnt the truth about her GOOD friends...

they're actually just a bunch of fool, loose-mouth bitches that disguised themselves as pretty, innocent human beings...

you know what people always say, "don't judge a book by its cover"...

and that day, that friend knew that those old people who kept saying that ancient line were actually true....

the mistake those friends of hers made was just a simple one, but what made that friend so angry and upset was that they were talking about her behind her back...and she knew about it....

actually, she was usually okay with it, but that was because she did not know people were talking about her behind her back...

but those narrow-minded friends of hers had actually crossed the line because what they said about her was made public by some ignorant fools....

well, they didn't really mention any names, but that friend knew so well that it was actually meant for her....

now, she knew that those GOOD friends who smiled, laughed and walked with her everyday were actually little backstabbers who were trying so hard all this time to pass off as sweet, innocent human beings...

if she didn't know any better, she would have thought that they were the kindest people she knew on this planet...

well, i'm not implying that she knew any from other planets...please don't get me wrong okay...

so, to cut it short, she did what she always did with situations as SOS as like this, she slept on her bed that night and forgot all about it...

but of course after she told it to her friend, who told her friend, who then told her friend.....and bla, bla, bla....do you really want me to repeat this???

and so here i am, making it public, well, i'm not mentioning any names, so it's okay i guess....

please pardon me for my usage of certain words...

i'm just trying to be realistic....lol

words are only words....

people can't die just because a few words....

because some words are just meant to be forgotten...

just move on and live....

forgive and forget....

a really boring story written by me who's almost bored herself to death, fortunately she's saved by this so-called boring post...

friends through blood type^^

2010-12-10T02:50:00.002+08:00

it feels like forever since i last posted in this blog of mine...busy much????

not really^^

just too lazy to move my fingers on this keyboard...

enough babbling about my "boring" life...

earlier on, i've posted something regarding how people can be categorized or read through their blood type..well, i did managed to offend some people (which i felt really x10000 sorry for it), but please rest assured that this whole blood type thingy is just for fun...a reading pleasure material only...please do not take it too seriously because it may bring harm to yourself and eventually to me, myself and i!!

just kidding...^^

so, i actually took this, well, i rather say that i extracted this from one of the korean show that i watched...it's really typical since the main reason i, for one thing, was so into this kind of weirdo thingy in the first is because of those korean shows that i watched...

ok, so here some things for your eye-candy!!

To become friends with people of different BLOOD TYPE....

Become friends with blood type A:

~they're sensitive, so try to show them that you're on their side.

~they have strong pride, so don't criticize them.

Become friends with blood type B:

~they're honest, so they won't understand you if you don't get to the point.

~acknowledge their uniqueness and they'll really like it.

Become friends with blood type O:

~they like their talents to be recognized.

~don't compliment them too much or don't compare them to others.

~they're usually cheerful, but get twice as hurt than others.

Become friends with blood type AB:

~they know themselves well because they like to analyze things.

~don't compliment them too much.

~they don't like to be pitied either.

but honestly, what makes a friendship to last is good understanding....

a real friend would always accept our good or bad personality because sometimes a personality that people consider to be inappropriate is the one thing that bonded 2 or 3 or 4 or any number that you want, good friends together...

never again......

2010-10-15T16:13:00.003+08:00

i'm soooo embarassed.....

raya time!!

2010-09-13T15:26:00.004+08:00

i always wish that i have 48 hours in a day..
time really seems so short and i'm always running out of time..
my time management is one of the bad qualities of myself..
it's not that i have many bad qualities,i'm just saying...well,you know..

actually yesterday my friends from primary school came 'beraye' to my house..
so nice of them...i kinda feel bad of not going to their houses since they've taken time to go to mine...
well,people always say,guilt does not last long...^^
do people actually say that,i'm not sure myself...hehehe

i wish my holiday can be longer..

this is the most chaotic post i've ever written...

selamat hari raya,maaf zahir batin semua....

it's 3 in the morning

2010-09-07T03:00:00.002+08:00

seriously,,i've got no mood for classes tomorrow....

i just want to go home...

p/s:i haven't finished my pbl yet....^^

i come here b'cos i wanted to????

2010-07-06T01:25:00.005+08:00

and so here i am in kuantan...

............

..........

...

i've got nothing to say....

*random
why does he look so chic and 'jambu'???cute but.....

3 a.m. not 2 a.m.

2010-07-02T03:00:00.000+08:00

one i wanted as a brother,
one i wanted as a bestfriend,
one i wanted as a boyfriend,
one i wanted as a husband,

the one, and the only one....
one is too many for me....
the one is not exactly one....

i'm babling really random things at 3 in the morning,
please spare me if you read this:)

p/s:i hate to be admitted...i haven't packed anything yet...my roller-coaster ride is back...hate it!!!

and one more thing, i think shahir's really cute,,that af guy...*random

a lil' update

2010-06-10T22:01:00.002+08:00

i've already written a post which was supposed to be published earlier today,,
but then,the connection suddenly turned bad,and i, being a very patient girl snapped and turned off the laptop....

okay,it wasn't a really worthy post anyway...so wth^^

it's been such a long time since i last wrote here...

it's holiday,,so my holiday mood is up,up,up:)
i've got so many things to write about but too little time in my hand...
"bajet busy jer"...

it's a month or so till the holiday is over,
so for iium students,enjoy as much as you could,,
but don't lose your head in the process,alright....
^^

AB?O??B??A??

2010-02-15T15:18:00.004+08:00

from the variety show,U-Kiss' Vampire,it said that the relations between AB bloodtype and other bloodtypes????

(1)AB and A:

ABs are said that they're don't really like As,
because of their annoyingly persistence at perfection??
also because they're naturally a perfectionist??
and they're too organized??

here's what i think:
i won't admit that i don't like As,well,i got many A's friends and we don't seem to have any mutual problem.
okay,i admit that sometimes i feel uneasy with their ways of handling things,with their ways of thinking,but i always choose not to care.
hehehehe

(2)AB and B:

ABs might have some uneasy feelings with Bs,
because of their overloaded confidence??
also because of their smart alecks????

here's what i think:
i admit that sometimes Bs can be painfully 'agonizing'.
it's okay though,ABs just wouldn't mind.
:P

(3)AB and O:

AB would always have arguments with Os,,
mainly because of the difference in their personality??
Os also can be surprisingly annoying??

here's what i think:
i have to admit that those facts could be true sometimes.
hahaha

(4)AB and AB:

ABs are said not to understand the thoughts of other ABs,,
maybe it is to say that ABs can be freakingly different with other ABs???
or ABs just don't understand their own nature???

here's what i think:
i'm not really sure about this fact myself.
but people tend to say that ABs are weird and weirder.
so,i'm just like,do i need to care???

overall,i think that people cannot always be classified or judged from their bloodtypes.
people are just naturally different from one another.
i can be painfully wise sometimes.
kekekeke

a nice bedtime story

2010-02-04T02:35:00.002+08:00

i've just finished watching a horror movie.
it was an indonesian movie,and so you might have some pictures about it.
it was not really 'that' scary,well,i can just say that it was so-so.
the ghost,as usual,a female ghost,supposed to be an angry,scary female ghost.
the make-up was so ghost-like.
but i think they applied too much foundation/powder.
she was sooo white,okay,scratch that,she was black but sometimes white.
i seriously don't know what i saw.
the movements were too fast.
and as usual,there were many screaming ladies(i'm trying to be polite here).
overall,it was not a bad story after all.
the plot was kinda okay,it's kinda about sisterly-love.
and the ending was,let me think the right word to describe it,,,,,,
it's sad,upsetting and confusing.
why the hell the ghost wanted to kill all those people??
it's a mystery...just like that beast's song.
oopsss,just kidding.
i forgot to tell the movie's title,
it's "kereta hantu manggarai".
i even translated it to english,
it's "manggarai ghost's train".
fyi,'kereta' in the above title refers to 'kereta api'(is it 'keretapi' or 'kereta api'??).
to say it bluntly,it was a nice movie to watch in the middle of the night.
we(me and za) didn't scream,but we did hug our;me hugged teddy,za hugged her pillow.

that's all.
so it was the ghost's mistake if we woke up late tomorrow or we are sleepy in the btq class tomorrow morning.
please~~~~
blame the ghost.
just kidding:P

btw,i'm listening to 'without you' while writing this.
the latest single from u-kiss.

i met a vampire last night~~in my dream

2010-01-24T02:43:00.003+08:00

i was wondering if vampires are actually a real thing,,
silly,i know,,but maybe 'coz i've just read a novel 'bout vampires and things like that,,
vampires,werewolves,,
they're too scary to exist,,
i can handle the existence of ghosts,but seriously werewolves???
you DON'T want to meet a werewolf,,
of course it will rip you apart,,
isn't that what's being taught in the books,,
J.K Rowling also said so,,
if you meet a werewolf,there's only one thing you can do,,
RUN for your dear life,,
maybe there's some werewolf character that is not so bad,,
yup,i'm team Jacob~remember, from the twilight,new moon???
and i'm really a big fan of sirius black~~a character from harry potter,,

tell you the truth i haven't watched the new moon movie yet,,
actually i'm not really fancy this trilogy,,
but well,hot guys are in,,
maybe i should watch it sometimes soon,,
i can't wait to watch the next harry potter movie,,
i hope they do it in two or three different parts,,
seriously,the last movie was soooo .....
it was too short and many important points were not there,,
they should have done it in two parts,,
because it was a no-no..
and to my frustration my favourite part was not there,,
it's not actually a very happy scene,,
but i kinda like the atmosphere Rowling created when dumbledore's funeral was in processed,,
it was very sad,and heartbroken indeed,,
but i think it' s one of the important point in the story,,
the death of the greatest wizard in the midst of chaos,,
it's so melodramatic..and i love it,,

one of my favourite novel is Misery by Stephen King,,
you would have nightmares after you read it,,
well,in my case,i would get nightmares after reading stephen king's novels,,
yup,nightmares,,
then,a headache,,
it's a complete package,,horror+suspense=nightmares+headache,,
sweet,,
the novels are not about ghosts or anything related to them,,
it's about the worst thing that could happen to your normal everyday life,,
it's kinda like the final destination movie,,
just that each story has about 600-1000 words describing it,,
really a negative way to live a life,,
it's lucky that i'm a positive thinker,,
if not,maybe i won't go out meeting anyone anymore,,
real people are scary,,
and fictional ones are way scarier,,

it's almost 3am and i'm craving for doughnuts,,
i think i've gone nuts,,
it kinda makes a rhyme,right??
scratched marks and small wounds keep appearing on my body,especially my hands,,
it's a mystery how it happens,,
but i think i scratched myself without realizing it,,
i always keep my nails short and maybe that's why,,
the marks,i noticed,always appear after i cut my nails,,
you know how the nails kinda get rough at the end after we cut them??
i think it's sharp enough to leave small mysterious wounds on my skin,,
but then,sometimes the small cuts i get are not nails' scratched marks,,
they look like i've hit something hard and pointy,,
like the edge of the desk or something like that,,
the only thing that bothers me is that i have no memory of experiencing anything of what mentioned above,,
it's not that i forgot about them,,
they just happened to happen without my realization,,
i really should be careful next time,,

i'll end this post with one of my fav ft island's song:

"been waiting for this day for far too long,
i never could imagine it so strong,
as long as i'm with you i can't go wrong,
oh baby what you do to me,
you're the one"

afterclass

2010-01-19T22:57:00.003+08:00

just feel like writing something..
silly,but i think i'm feeling too good to get angry today..
nothing special happened,but i just feel somewhat at ease...
my sleep is being bothered by 'them' again..
i tried almost everything,and still 'they' come to me..
every single night for these past few days..
i'm getting tired for waking up late at night trying to get rid of 'them'..
'they' are really stubborn,stubborn enough to let me trample on 'them'..
even now,'they' are getting me on my nerves...
and i'm always prepared to face 'them'..
somehow,i always ended up losing to 'them'...
hey,it's not a really fair game...
it's only me we're talking about,against bunch of 'them'...
it's kind of embarassing when i realized that almost half of my posts were about 'them'..
hate is really a strong word,but i really,really,really don't like 'them'...

kind of crazy over ft island right now...
love their songs,and that's the most important point...
besides the fact that they're really adorable...
:)
but right now,my music player is playing 'jojo'...
jojo..jojo..
don't really understand the meanings of this song...
maybe it's about a girl named jojo...
i don't know...

there's a super junior concert coming this march..
and i so want to go...
but that is so not possible..
why??
my parents won't say yes..
even if i put my powerful pouting face in front of them,i'm sure they won't budge a bit...
it's a concert,i can see what my parents going to say about it..
well,enough said..
the conclusion is i'm not going...
:(
it's ok though..
it's just a concert,right???

it's just a few weeks before the finals..
strive hard,i guess...
lol...

nothing really

2010-01-05T21:25:00.002+08:00

so i was tempted by su's post earlier,
well it's a fact that i don't really write any post these days,
too lazy,i guess,

then,'bout the new fandom,
it's really inevitable you know,
i started it small,
just watching a few shows and criticizing/imitating their weird dance,
when suddenly i fell head over heels on them,
that's a lil' bit exagerrating but well,
i'm the new hotties,

suju's really breaking my heart,
can't believe hangeng's really leaving,
whatever,

actually i'm feeling guilty towards kina,
'bout the bad leg she's having right now,
all thanks to me,
*knocks my head
i was really sorry,for real,
it was an accident,i was playing a lil' bit too rough,
and i didn't think that i would really hurt someone,
yep,who would expect a person like me to have such strength,
really,really sorry,
*knocks my head again

i'm feeling sleepy again,
so,i guess that's all,
:P

btw,
happy new year to all!!

UNTITLED

2009-11-03T14:51:00.003+08:00

just another boring day

wake up,,class,,eat,,lappy,,eat again,,

trying hard not to sleep during the day

so i can sleep soundly at night

really a tough job

i even try to play games at fb

even if i don't know how to

click here,,click there

the internet is being nice today

my bed, a mess

teddy and baby, upside down

caca, hidden below the pillow

want to write a post

but hesitate for an hour

so this is the product

messy and full of nothing

truth is, i'm soo sleepy

no one to talk to

za, out watching tv

:(

can't wait to watch iris

can't say much since i've only watched 1st epi

kina is on her way,downloading

i don't want to watch httg

love yunho,but not cha bong gun(right spelling??)

should have been more supportive

but i can't lie 'bout how i feel

korean dramas are too long

japan dramas are the best

short and simple

trying not to be biased

o__0
??

LAZY BUM???

2009-10-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

almost everyone has facebook right??
but you see,i also has one,
the only problem is,i'm too lazy to open it,
each time i'm on the net,the word "facebook" almost never cross my mind,
my friends have been nagging at me about this,
but i couldn't find anything interesting to do with my fb,
i admit that i did opened it occassionally,
but all i did was just to approve friends,accept this and that,
and that's all,
then i'd go offline,

enough of that,
the conclusion is quite simple really,
i AM lazy,,lol

jUST SayING

2009-10-20T14:56:00.002+08:00

what a short holiday,,
wanna spend some time more at home,,
though the real thing is ,
i don't want to go back to the college!!!

my holiday is quite full with events,,
family events,,
so far it's not a boring holiday,,
i love going to open houses,,
can eat lots of many things,,
i think i've gained lots of weight,,
aiyaaa,,

it's been a long time since my last post,,
*sigh

PSSSTTT!!!!!

2009-09-03T19:03:00.002+08:00

it's Ramadhan now,,
*as if u don't know
the semester is nearly end,,
'bout 3 weeks from now i'll be facing the finals,,
*seriously,,i'm scared to death

for me,,
i think it's really not suitable to be having the finals after "raya"
*u see,i'm sucked when i got back from holiday

i don't know why can't i view my blog,,
*both can't be opened!!
i lost my chatbox when i redo my template,,
i forgot my id,,
and i don't know which password i'd used,,
*silly me

that's all
*i don't know what's the point of writing this post anyway

LALALA

2009-08-13T02:12:00.002+08:00

so today,,
i suddenly got spirit or encouragement maybe,,
to actually speak out 'bout donating blood,,
it's all because i read the entry in kak pah's blog 'bout her donating blood,,

seriously,,
i'm quite afraid of donating blood,,
i can handle blood,,
but not my own blood,,
i'm afraid that i'll faint when donating blood,,
u see,,
i easily get dizzy whenever my blood is involved;
twice,i nearly fainted when i hurt myself,,
seriously,the cuts were not serious or big,,
but i really can't handle it,,
i'd get dizzy and my head's started spinning,,

i always wonder whether it's the blood coming out or the pain that i can't handle,,
such a baby i am,,

so,,
back to the main story,,
i asked my friends,,
as usual,the evil triangle to join me donating blood,,
after filled in all the forms,,
we headed inside for check-ups,,
kina went first,,all good:)
then,,
me,cold sweat and all followed after,,
the nurse in-charge asked me at what time i slept last night,,
and being the sweet,innocent girl i am,,
i told her happily that i went to sleep at 4,,
and woke up around 7,,
then,shockingly she said that i can't donate blood,,
i almost screamed to her,"u're joking right????"

aiyaaa,,
after i mustered up all my courage to fill in the forms and all,,
she said i can't donate,,
so frustrated,,
i even had prepared candy to eat while donating,,
well,in case i feel dizzy,,
and all that sum to nothing,,

seriously,,
i hate u,,
hate,,hate,,hate,,hate,,hate,,
hate,,hate,,hate,,hate,,hate,,hate,,
hate,,hate,,hate,,hate,,
my legs are itching like crazy,,
damn mosquitoes!!!
i hate u!!!!!!
why only me???
go bite za,,
don't bite me!!!!

itchy!!!!itchy!!!!

DAE'S ACCIDENT

2009-08-12T02:10:00.002+08:00

i've just know,,
'bout daesung's accident,,
it happened yesterday,,
11th august,,
on his way back to seoul after filming 'family outing',,

as far as i know,,
he suffers nose fracture,some spinal prob.,and arm injury,,

only can hope he gets better soon,,
i wonder why i feel sad,,

THE FLU

2009-08-11T22:41:00.004+08:00

i've got biology quiz tomorrow,,
biotechnology chapter,,
it's kind of a very long chapter,,
complicated at most parts,,

so today i heard many rumours regarding the H1N1,,
some said that there's already 2 people confirmed as positive,,
some also said that the authority is thinking of closing the college as precaution step,,
but i don't know whether the infos are true or not,,

to be honest,,
i don't think people here seem to care much 'bout this flu,,
u see,,
there are not really many people who wear the masks,,
well,,the masks are not helping much,i know,,
but the authority didn't say anything 'bout this matter,,
shouldn't someone step forward to explain this matter thoroughly to the students??
well,,i'm aware of the H1N1 talks that have been held,,

okay,,
i'm just babbling actually,,
the truth is,,
i think many people actually looking forward to the rumours 'bout the "closing" thing,,
i can't say that i'm not,,
i actually do really hope we will get "free holiday",,

enough of that,,
my head is kind of spinning right now,,
not enough glucose??
or too many glucose??

YAY!!PANDA!!

2009-08-10T21:40:00.005+08:00

well,,

kina said to me just now,,
that i didn't open my blog lately,,
well,,
that's partially true,,
huhu,,
i actually did open my blog from time to time,,

but since the connection's kinda suck,,

so i decided to quit blogging for a while,,

ok,,
that's just some unimportant "bebelan",,
truth is,,
time seems to fly sooooo fast right now,,
sometimes i feel so scared to face tomorrow,,

ok,, that's another "bebelan",,

i want to tell something,,
su got herself a new "nickname",,
hehehehe,,
which was given by the mean "me",,
which immediately was hated whole-heartedly by her,,
mianhae su,,
i still think that the nickname is very cute,,

i don't want to risk my life by posting what nickname i've given her here,,
she definitely will kill me when she read this post,,

i'm AB bloodtype,,
of course i value my own life,,
hahaha,,,
not related right??

byungshin!!!

and one last thing is,, i just know that yesung is AB TOO,,
ok,, just for your info,,

me:za,,yesung AB jugak...
za:haha,,dah terbukti..
me:argghhhh..

dae is so cute here,,
but what's up with seungri??
hehe,,
kidding only,,

THE END

2009-07-31T22:28:00.001+08:00

yay!!!

no exam anymore!!!

*happy*happy

that's all

A TIRING WEEK

2009-07-30T22:51:00.001+08:00

exam week,,,,

wave my friends.....

*wave*wave

SILENT INTRUDER,,IN MY ROOM??

2009-07-17T01:03:00.002+08:00

waaarrrghhhhh!!!
lipas!!!!
i was watching my fav anime,,sitting loosely on my bed,,
when suddenly i caught a glimpse of "something" crawling on the floor,,,
yabai!!!
lipas weyh!!!

so at first i told za,,my roommate calmly 'bout the "lipas",,
me:za,,bunuh cepat lipas 2,,,
za:sapu pki penyapu jela,,
me:ok,,ok
in the meantime,,
the "lipas" started to walk very slowly towards za's bed,,,
me:yaaahhhhh!!!!za cpt!!!
za,,with her 'bunuh-lipas" skill swung the broom at the "lipas",,,
but unfortunately,,,that "lipas" was cleverer,,,
"lipas uia la katakan"

so after "jerit2" for 'bout 10 minutes,,,
after i sprayed it with aerosol,,,
and me and za repeatedly dashed towards the door everytime the "lipas" moved,,,
za finally succeed in sweeping it out of our room,,,

fuhhh,,,
lega,,,*sigh*sigh

"lipas ni kacau je sy tgh study"
--->>>za
"xgne punye lipas,,kacau aku tgk cd jer"
--->>me

so,,enough 'bout "lipas-thingy",,

actually,,i kind of have this 'little' argument with my father,,
nothing serious though,,
just a 'very kind dad-rebellious teenage daughter' kind of argument,,,
i'm the bad character here,,just so u know,,,
okay,,let's just forget i wrote this,,,

moving on,,,
the mid-sem break starts tomorrow,,,
but sadly,,after the break,,
we're gonna have our mid-sem examinations,,
with tons of works to do,,
tutorials,,h/w,,etc...
we'll start our holiday???

ganbarimas,,minna-san,,,

ROLLER-COASTER MOOD

2009-07-15T15:11:00.005+08:00

i want to go home,,
really don't want tomorrow to come,,,
i wish i could time-travel straight to the day after tomorrow,,

but maybe i should at least get rid of my "swollen eyes" first,,
hahaha
i don't want to go back home looking like a zombie,,,
lol,,
kidding only,,

sleepy,,,
but i really shouldn't sleep during the day,,
maybe if i do so,,
i could sleep well at night,,
yeah,,right,,,
wishful thinking,,,

got 2 quizzes tomorrow,,
ganbarimas,,

that's all,,

HEART-POURING MOMENT

2009-07-14T02:03:00.002+08:00

have u ever know the definition of idiocity???
let me tell u,,,
i'm the walking example,,,

have u ever know the definition of foolishness???
let me show u,,,
just look at me,,,

have u ever know the definition of disappointment???
let me tell u,,,
i'm the fantastic evidence,,,

have u ever know the definition of blankness???
let me show u,,,
just stare at my face for a minute,,,

have u ever know the definition of loneliness???
let me tell u,,,
my life,,,

have u ever know the definition of "pathetic"???
let me show u,,,
all the words i wrote above,,,

i couldn't sleep well lately,,,
for once in my life,,
i feel like i'm really hopeless,,,
maybe i'm just too tired and exhausted,,,
from the lack of sleep,,studies,,and all,,,
really,,my sleeping problem seems worsen these days,,,
help me,,,tatsukete!!!

the lack of sleep has landed me in some kind of a minor "nervous breakdown",,
really,,i hate to admit it,,
but somehow,,i've gotten unconsciously into a state of depression,,,
it may not shown on my face though,,,

enough "heart-pouring" moment,,,
please don't take me too seriously,,,
i really like to make things appear "massive",,,
u can read but u can't ask,,,

i'm going to try going to sleep now,,,
wish me luck,,,

JULY ELEVENTH TWO THOUSAND NINE

2009-07-11T03:58:00.003+08:00

last week was like a "hell",,,
err,,let me rephrase that,,
"hell" is a bit unappropriate,,
last week was really a busy and stressful week,,,

we'd got quizzes,tutorials,report,,
but all were done "successfully",,,
thank God,,,

but next week going to be another struggle,,,
quizzes,tutorials,,,
i really have to treasure this weekend,,,
got lots of things to do,,,

so,,,
ganbarimas,,,

su showed me something yesterday,,,
a picture,,
not really a pleasant one,,,
arigato su,,,
now i feel like wanting to strangle that "guy",,,
wtf,,,
really,,,my expectation's crushed,,,
arghh!!!!

i'm waiting for my friend to reply on ym,,,
but it's been a few minutes,,
and still none,,,
guess i've to wait for another time,,,

okay,,,
that's all my "babbling" for today,,,
hoping to get up early this morning,,,
jaa na,,,
oyasuminasai,,,>___<

the food seems yummy,,,
so tempting this early in the morning,,,

dae,,,i want a bite too,,,,

SARANGHAE!!!

2009-07-10T02:41:00.003+08:00

okay,,,not really supposed to be here,,,
for god's sake,,look at the time,,,

since i'm here,,,
i just want to wish my 'ichiban'
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

he's getting older,,,
and yes i'm getting older too,,,
i don't mind getting older with him,,,
errkk,,,
too cheesy????
sorry,,,

do u think he's cute???
think again,,,
of course he's cute,,,
and yes,,,i think he's super cute,,,
(my friends will kill me for this)
sorry,,,
again,,,too cheesy,,,,

kina said that since it's heechul's birthday,,,
we should celebrate it a lil',,,
how????
by making me treat her and ....... secret recipe,,,,
me:(0____0)

okay,,,
last but not least,,,,
saranghae kim heechul!!!
>__<

BABO!!!

2009-07-09T20:58:00.003+08:00

~~~this' gonna be just a 'very' brief one~~~

i admit that i didn't even realise that heechul's birthday is on this month,,,,
in fact,,it's TOMORROW,,,
silly me,,naneun babo,,babo,,,,

luckily,,,su kinda remind me of it,,,well,,,she's not really said it out loud,,,
but i'm thankful to her,,,hahaha,,,

i'm really not good with dates,,,birthdays,,anniversaries,,
so sometimes i tend to forget my friends' birthdays,,,and even my own brothers' birthdays,,,
i'm really not good at remembering birthdays that fall on june,july,,and next5 months onwards,,,

don't really know why,,but it's a really rare thing if i manage to remember someone's birthday that fall on the months i stated above,,,

okay,,,that's all the explanations on why i can't remember heechul's birthday,,,
mianhae,,,saranghae,,,>_<

DOUSHITE????????

2009-06-29T02:28:00.002+08:00

why am i here,,,in the middle of the night,,or u can call it "very early morning",,,
is because,,,,,

i can't sleep!!!!!!

so frustrating,,,
my eyelids feel heavy but i just can't get into sleep...

i went into bed quite early tonight,,,,because i don't want to wake up late tomorrow..
but no matter how i push my eyes closed,,,
tossed around for like,,100 times,,
i still can't sleep..

so i made up my mind to just stay awake and do something,,,
which explains how i got here....

i just want to tell what i feel right now,,,
i want to sleep,,,i want to sleep,,,
my roommate is now sleeping soundly,,,
she sleeps as soon as her head touches the pillow,,,
why can't i be like that????
why???doushite????

i also want to be hugged by him like that,,,hahaha
maybe then i can sleep,,,,
shuu,,,shuuu,,,,
that's quite perverted u know,,,,
lalalalala.....

WE FELL HEAD OVER HEELS 4 THESE GUYS

2009-06-27T14:48:00.006+08:00

WARNING:THIS STORY MAY CONTAINED SOME 'EXTREME' & 'FANGIRLS-DROOLING' PARTS...

------>>>>>enjoy ur reading!!!!!

....one day,,,,me,,my friend^-^ and my friend*-*,,,,were chatting and 'lepak-lepak' at my friend^-^'s room....

..we were watching videos,,'kyaa'ing cute guys,,laughing while rolling2 on the floor,,when suddenly the following conversation occurred:

me:kyaaa!!!!so cute!!!!yatta!!!!

my friend*-*:hahahaha...*with approving look

my friend^-^:so cute!!!!kyaaa!!!!

then suddenly,,,

my friend*-*:between gd and daesung,,which one would u choose???

me-to-myself:yabai!!!how can i choose between those two???

my friend*-*:hehehehe...*squinting me an evil look

me:why should i choose one???

my friend^-^:she already chose top..so u should just choose one laa..

me:but i already chose!!!!i choose heechul*speaking confidently

my friend^-^:no,,,u should choose only one from big bang..

my friend*-*:yup,,yup,,*smiling ear to ear

me-to-myself:yabai!!!!!i really can't choose one now!!!!

me:arghh...i don't want to choose...i want both*smile*smile

my friend*-* & my friend^-^:....................................

before that,,,we were basically rolling on the floor laughing at the 'bakaness' and 'kawaiiness' of arashi in utaban...

then,,, my friend*-* started to play big bang videos...

my friend*-*:wanna see top kiss???

me:yadai!!!yadai!!!

my friend^-^:nak!!!nak!!!

..the video played...

me:kyaa!!!top's so smart!!!

my friend^-^:yup,,yup!!!!kya!!!

me:where's daesung n seungri????

my friend*-*:......................*too absorbed in 'top'

me:where's daesung n seungri?????*again

my friend*-*:they come out one by one..be patient laaa...*annoyed

me:oooo000ooo....*patient*patient

my friend*-*:hah..there's ur daesung...

me:kyaaaaa!!!!kawaii!!!!*beaming

..in another conversation:

my friend*-*:i like this song*play sunset glow's mv

me:i like it too!!!!best!!!

...watch it silently at first,,,
then,,,

my friend^-^:kyaa!!!daesung kawaii!!!!!

me:kyaaa!!!!daesung so cute!!!!*grinning ear to ear

my friend*-*:hahahaha....

me:waaaa!!!gd cute!!!!kyaaa!!!!

my friend*-*:this part is cuter when they performed it on stage...

me:do u have the mv???

my friend*-*:yes,,,,yes,,,

me:yatta!!!!

...the video played...

me,my friend*-* n my friend^-^:kyaaa!!!!kawaii!babo!!!

then all of a sudden,,,,,

my friend^-^:i want daesung laa....cute!!!

me-to-myself:whatthehell???*WARNING:blood pressure increasing

me:no way!!!!!muri des!!!!*shouting

my friend^-^:u already got gd...give daesung to me laa*smiling cutely

me:no!!!!!!my daesung!!!daesung's mine!!!!u can take gd,,,,but not daesung!!!!

my friend^-^:i don't want gd...i want daesung...he's cute!!!!

me:muri!!!muri!!!!take gd!!!!leave my daesung alone!!!

my friend*-*:hahahaha.....at last u choose daesung over gd...*wink*wink

me-to-myself:yabai!!!i really have chosen daesung over gd...woah..*sigh*sigh

me:.................*smile shyly

my friend^-^:..hehehehe...i'm just playing laa...i don't want ur daesung..

me-to-myself:fuhhh...lega...*wiping the sweat off my face

so i thought the story stopped there,,,

but then,,,today i read a comment on my blog post,,
it said,,,

my friend^-^:xnk la gd...tukar2...nk daesung bleh????

me-to-myself:huh????*WARNING:blood pressure n temperature rising

me:..xley jdk nih...just wait n see*strangling my 'teddy'

-the end-

note:this story above is 'absolutely fictional'...forgive me for any 'perv' or 'craziness'...

comments are most welcomed!!!!
...till' next time!!!!byebye!!!!
*waving like a 'miss world'

TODAY IN MY LIFE

2009-06-24T20:24:00.002+08:00

.....just a brief one....

su text me earlier saying that 'maybe',,just 'maybe' that we would get our 'precious little allowance' soon...i already said 'maybe' right??
---->>>so don't get ur hope too high,,'coz it's just another 'maybe' for this semester...

..i got tons of assignments to be done by this week...well, 'tons' is a lil' bit exaggerating..did i spell it right??it's been so long since i wrote down that particular word...hahaha...we've already finished our 'english subject' term,,so please forgive me for any error i made in my writing...

..really don't have anything interesting happened today...just that when i woke up this morning i was kinda like a 'zombie'....good that i didn't get 'panda eyes' like seungri..hahaha...if i did, then i would be the female version of 'panda'...my eyes were just swollen a little...

..classes today were great..at least that's what i think...in biology class i was so damn sleepy..madam's voice was like some kind of 'lullaby' to me...lol...but,,,,i managed to stay awake though...'tough' job...then,in chemistry class i was not sleepy at all...a rather 'surprising' thing for me...and another 'surprise' is i thought that madam done a rather good job teaching us today...can't believe i'd say this, but madam can be fun sometimes...huhuhu

so,,i was like whining to my friends 'bout the 'transformer' thingy..hahaha...frankly speaking,,,i'm soooo,,,really,really want to watch it,,,ermm,,like now!!!hahaha...yeah,,yeah,,i know it's impossible,,i just wanted to state my feelings...hahaha...actually i can just watch it at my bro's house..i'm quite sure he has gotten hold of this new movie...urghhh,,,blame me for being such an 'impatient' being...

my mom called me just now....she's worried 'bout 'u-know-what' that has 'attacked' me..huhuhu...basically,it's the main thing we talked 'bout all along this week..my mom/dad would call me asking how i was doing,,,am i getting better,,,,do i need to go to the clinic,,,do my brother needs to come visit,,,my mom was sorry that she could not come to visit me this week..she's already got a full schedule this weekend...i told her that i'm cool 'bout it...huhuhu...so much 4 a mother's love...my mom said that b'coz of 'u-know-what',,i could no longer enter 'beauty contests'...hahaha..my mom always this 'funny+sarcastic'...then, she also said that b'coz of 'u-know-what',,my sister has become prettier than me...lol...i always thought my sister is so pretty...many would agree,,i believe...hahaha...and i always know that i'm not pretty at all...isk*isk

...see,,i'm whining again...ish,,ish,,ish...

p/s:---->>>to shikin~~~whatthehell????i'm soooo damn jealous!!!!!u get to watch 'transformers' first and then u're going to watch it again tomorrow?????...aish...why do some people can be soo lucky????

...i'm self-pitying...

...due to 'no connectivity',,,i only get to post this now---->>>>10.38p.m.

PLEASE READ MY 'SYOK SENDIRI'

2009-06-23T16:49:00.004+08:00

~~~~~been tagged^-^
---->>>>i'm ohno's fan....lol

1. Kekasih saya adalah :...ermmm...heechul???^-^

2. Saya sedang mendengar :....big bang~last farewell..."i don't want to be without u girl..."

3. Mungkin saya patut:...habiskan makanan depan mata nih...bru 4,5 suap..but i'm full already....

4. Saya baru sudah :....tukar layout blog...done putting 'yunho,daesung n gd' pics...*satisfied*satisfied

5. Beza rakan, sahabat, kawan :....the spellings...

6. Saya tidak faham :..why i'm soooo obsessed with heechul...

7. Saya perlu mencari:....duet....nk bli cd anime...

8. Ayat terakhir yang dikatakan kepada saya :..."aku naik atas ar"--->>>su yg kate

9. Makna kehidupan:....L.O.V.E.....

10. Cinta itu adalah:...something that can make u go crazy n beyond boundaries...

11. Saya paling suka :...klu dpt jmpe heechul...n,,,sakit perut nih hilang....n,,,,red spots on my skin disappeared.....

12. Saya akan cuba :...find a really rich husband...then go to korea to find heechul...

13. Mengapa rakyat Malaysia suka menggunakan LAH di akhir ayat mereka :....think by yourself lah...

14. Telefon bimbit saya :tgh 'play' lagu dbsk~doushite.......(too long laaa)

15. Katil saya :...full of pink...'my teddy' tgh terbaring atas 'my blanket'....

16. Soalan yang bagi saya tidak perlu ditanya :....kenape heechul 2 cute sgt2???...or,,heechul 2 cute kan,kan???..duh...

17. Teknologi adalah:....a really wonderful thing...

18. Bagaimana saya boleh memasak masakan yang saya paling pandai masak :...sy tgk mak sy masak...n setelah my sister berleter nonstop kt sy suruh blaja m'masak....

19. Semalam :...i went to sleep at 5a.m.,,,,,,,chat ngn nanny~gado pasal heechul n hongki...

20. Hari ini :...rase cm nk g pasar malam...but 'my teddy,my bed n my pillow' are 'calling' me...

21. Malam ini saya akan :...try to sleep early as possible...try to not eating anything after having dinner...

22. Esok pula saya akan :...try to wake up early for biology class...

23. Saya betul2 inginkan:...to meet heechul n hug him...then kidnap him to a deserted island...

24. Badminton atau futsal :...love both...damn,,,i really need to start exercising...

25. Karaoke:.....daisuki!!!....always go with my sister...nk g ngn su n kina lak pasni...

26. Kereta :...pernah bwk 'kancil' n 'myv' jer....teringin nk drive sports car...a bugatti,,,or a porsche...

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap :....now i prefer dark room...here is sooooo hot....

28. Makanan jepun adalah :...really different from ours...

29. Ayat terakhir yang nak anda katakan pada seseorang:...can i 'sepak' u????

30. Siapa yang anda tag :...anyone who are willing to do are most welcome....

____________(0____0)_____________

i really should learn to control my "jealousy"

p/s: kina,,,i'm really cool 'bout that heechul's pic on ur page..

mianhae..4 being 'oversensitive' before this...

L.O.V.E^-^

2009-06-23T01:15:00.003+08:00

shuffle ur mp3 and answer these questions,,, and give some description soooo fun!!!!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
-->>hUg~THSK
.......i'm such a grateful person..yippie!!!!

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
-->>sTep bY stEp~THSK
........it means i'm really careful 'bout my decisions??
or...i take my life easy..step..by..step..

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
-->>l0llip0P~BIG BANG
......i like him/her to always eat lollipop..kekeke
or...sweet like a lollipop???^-^

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
-->>bEauTifUl daYs~ARASHI
.......yay!!start of a new day...

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
-->>sUrviv0R~THSK
......i'll survive this life somehow..
or....i'll try very hard to live...

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
-->>lAst fArewEll~BIG BANG
......."i don't wanna be without u girl...."

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
-->>hi ya ya~DBSK
.....err,,,don't really understand this song...
.."always be happy together...saranghae...hi ya ya..."

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
-->>bUt i l0Ve u~BIG BANG
.....hmmm...no comment...
..yatta..*shy*shy

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-->>liE~BIG BANG
......"love is pain"
..."i'm so sorry but i love u da geo jis mar"

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
-->>nOeraG0~SUPER JUNIOR
......it's u...
.."oh oh only 4 u, oh oh only 4 u"

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
-->>dOushitE kiMi wO suKi ni naTte shiMattaN daRou~THSK
.......why did i fall in love with u????
..don't know my life is this sad..pathetic???
.."koko ni iru to omotteta no ni...demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi"

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
-->>sTand By u~THSK
.....maybe a bodyguard???hahaha
..a loyal person most likely..
even now i'm loyal..to heechul..hik3

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
-->>kiSs tHe baBy sKy~THSK
....."baby sky.....with me,with me"

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
-->>sKy~THSK
......maybe they have really high hope for me..
..aishiteru yo!!!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
-->>gEe~SNSD
..."listen boy..my 1st love story.."
....."gee gee gee gee baby baby baby"
---yess, heechul knows the dance..hahaha

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
-->>cAndy~BIG BANG
......eating candy n getting fat..
or....doing something interesting...

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
-->>hAru haRu~BIG BANG
....."oh girl..i cry, cry..you're my all..say goodbye,bye..oh my love don't lie,lie.."

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
-->>rIsinG sUn~THSK
.....good friends???

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
-->>cHut cHa~SUPER JUNIOR T
......don't understand this song..uhuk3

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
-->>sOrry,soRry~SUPER JUNIOR
....."Baraboneun nunbit soge...Nunbit soge naneun machi...Naneun machi mwoe hollin nom"
..dying by looking at siwon's gesture...

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
-->>lOve sO swEEt~ARASHI
.....regret for loving someone???
..sweet song turns sad...isk3

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
-->>nEver sAy gOodbYe~MARIO & NESTY
.....ermm...maybe the fact that i can't say 'goodbye' when talking on the phone is something that can be considered funny...hehehe
..though this song is kinda sad..lol

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
-->>kiZunA~KAMENASHI KAZUYA
.....yatta!!kame-chan...

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
-->>fLavoUr oF liFe~UTADA HIKARU
.....remind me of tsukasa & tsukushi..
..sweet love story??hana yori dango..^-^

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
-->>dAite sEnyoriTa~YAMAPI
.......gomenasai...can't understand the song...
..i'm scared of yamapi???hahaha...kawaii!!!

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
-->>aI otsUka~PLANETARIUM
....another hanadan song...
.."kimi ga suki dayo"

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
-->>sEishun aMigo~KAME&YAMAPI
......ahhhhh....no comment...
..fyi, this song is from 'nobuta wo produce'...

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
-->>wiSh~ARASHI
.....too many wishes...it hurts if the wishes won't come true...

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
-->>lOve~JJANG NARA
....."it's gonna be another day with sunshine..."

WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO TAG?
---->>>>kina
---->>>>shikin
---->>>>nanny
---->>>>sarah

____________(0__0)______________

.....at last...the longest 'tagged' ever.....
*dizzy*dizzy
..got to go to sleep..

-------------->>>>>THE SIXTH!!!!

2009-06-22T22:17:00.004+08:00

-------->>>>been tagged^-^

1. Go to your photos folder in your computer.

2. Go to the 6th folder of photos.

3. Go to the 6th picture in that folder.

4. Put the picture on your blog and description of it.

hahaha...FYI, this is HEEBUM...heechul's most beloved cat...
until now i haven't got the chance to know its gender...
heebum's a present from heechul's fans...
heechul really loves his cat...
he once said in an interview:
"I don't go out often, I just raise my cat at home and drink with the kitty..Hehehe"
origin of heebum's name:
heechul+kibum=heebum
actually it has its own full name, but i forgot what it is...

5. Invite six friends to join the challenge.
sarah matsumoto
shikin
afzan
nikmah nino
nanny
nabeshid

6. Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged.

_____________(0____0)_______________

so today, i cried...i've cried 'till my eyes puffy and sore,my head aches...
i'm not really a crybaby...
and only certain things can turn the 'crying switch' on...
but today, i really can't take it...
blame me for being such a 'spoilt' kid...
do NOT ask me why i cried...

-the end-

HEE...CHUL...

2009-06-21T17:04:00.003+08:00

a few points which are impossible for heechul:

In future when he goes on broadcast, he won't speak a word
Feed Heebum on time and hug him with love
His famous smirk will be warmheartedly shown to everyone
Not teaching Hankyungie korean (especially vulgarities;;)
Do double-eyelid surgery
Not dancing to female singer's dances
Stop playing games
Going to church with Siwonie
Exercising

-taken from his cyworld's entry:

........Start exercising from now on (-0)
Now, if I look into the mirror, I am reminded of the Full Moon Bread which is my favourite snack during middle school
Following my zodiac.. Am I going to become a pig..

A few days ago when I went to Thailand..

Me: I'm exercising

Kyung & Donghae & Sungmin : (0_0)

....................................It's really like this (-0)
I shall become muscle man like Siwonie....

credit: Source: Heechul's Cyworld
Translation: Cinderella & carolyn @ SJ-WORLD

____________(0___0)____________

i don't know why..but everytime i see this pic, i'm reminded of jaejoong..
it's really heechul though..

___________(0____0)____________

ok so this is what happened yesterday...we've planned to go to ts..so we all agreed to go at 9a.m. sharp..i told su the night before that to not forget to wake me up at 8..and so she did..she messaged me 5minutes before 8..so much for an early 'wake up call'...but i only got out of bed 20minutes after..haha..my bed,my pillow,my teddy..they all love me so,so,so much..couldn't let me go..

..so at 9, i've finished dressing and all, i messaged kina asking her whether she's ready or not..10minutes passed...no reply..then i tried calling her...couldn't get through..fine.i went to her room and knocked..okay..she's not ready yet...hahaha...i won this time...yatta!!!!
----kina-chan,honto gomenasai...kekeke

.....so then, after succeeding boarding the bus in the heavy rainfall, we arrived at midvalley..this was not our main destination though..we stopped here just to eat the so-long waiting 'jangjamyun'...we ordered one each(which we regret it later)...the jangjamyun arrived at our table..so we were like, 'uwah..'
...not really halfway into eating, we were all like staring into each other faces..the bowl was really big..and our tummies were not really that 'huge'...su was the 1st winner..she gave up..i'm not sure why, but my appetite was unbelieveably 'huge'...i sort of like finished it in the end..haha
-----win again!!

..so our next stop was ts...we bought some things and then su treat us ice cream..yay!!
we each got a 'chocotop'..too bad they don't sell 'chocogd'...really want to try it...hahaha
---arigato su..

...okay, so that's it..our short journey yesterday...
----'we'->me,su,kina>>>>the 'evil' triangle...kekeke

p/s:..when i look at my hands today, i feel like crying..there're tiny red spots everywhere..mosquitoes' bites...argh...i hate mosquitoes...i hate cfs' mosquitoes..stupid 'fogging'..it didn't give any effect at all..just the 'stinky' smell..urghh...

BIG....BANG.....

2009-06-19T18:26:00.003+08:00

..just got up from my 'long,beautiful sleep'..hahaha
don't really have anything to write..so this might be just a 'really' brief post..
___________________(0___0)________________

i'm not 'cheating' on anybody...(mianhae heechul-ssi..lol)
but just to share my other 'interests' with the world..wawawa
these guys are from 'big bang'..well, just so you know..
there are other 3 of them but, these 2 my fav..
mianhae, i really do practice 'favouritism'..

g-dragon/ji yong..
he's cute, right?????
but sometimes he's got really 'weird' hairstyle..
well, i like him in any way..

d-lite/daesung..
he's cute when he smiles..
really love his voice..
he's only a year older than me..

__________(0_______0)___________

p/s: -to kina-dh tgk link yg ko bg 2..apsal cm 'hot' gle heechul??huhu
-to su-yay!!big bang in the house!!

i really want to post something 'bout heechul now, but the 'limelight' has been stolen by those 2 guys i mentioned above..well, there'll be next time..anytime soon, i guess..

OUR FIRST TIME

2009-06-18T20:11:00.006+08:00

..i've had my first biology quiz..and it was a real 'hardcore'..it's just my thought though...
maybe other people felt the other way round...urghh..don't care anymore..

..panic+nervous=??????
when the lecturer said that we only have 5 minutes left, i've still got plenty questions unanswered left...so tiring to mess my head over those 'tricky' questions...

well, all that's left now is just waiting for the result...looking forward to it!!huh....as if...

..i've still got a few assignments to be done..and they have to finished by tonight...it's really hard for me to get started..

-i just thought that heechul's being incredibly innocent and cute in this pic-
.....forgive me for my craziness over him...(0___0)

........the end.....got to go shower..my room's getting really hot...need some freshness....

ANOTHER HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT

2009-06-16T04:07:00.007+08:00

....so,so,so mad today...i can't believe that cristiano ronaldo would really leave mu... seriously, i'm really pissed off when i first got this news..and i thought i could just let it pass, but frankly speaking, whatthehell...i love mu..and i love cr...i want them both together as a 'thing'...

so upset and disappointed...can't really express my disappointment in words..i feel like everything in such a mess(i mean, my interest in football)...

80 million..and i'm not saying it in RM...so much for a world player.....yeah, right...i'm trying to resist myself from 'cursing'......

okay, i know that this is not really something that's so surprising...i knew this bound to happen anytime soon...but still, i'm really sad 'bout this...

i admit that i knew mu through liking cr...but then, now i'm really proud to say that i'm a true red devils supporter...so this whole cr's departure thing really kind of 'killing' me...honestly, i don't really know 'bout real madrid..just that i know that it's really a superb, fantastic club, and cr has always wanted to play for it....yep, the big 'circle' of football stars......

for the time being, i really can't like cr....i've to try to adapt to this situation first, i guess...
can't he at least stay for another season???please.....

well, keep fighting for the best mu...

TO MYCSHOKINA

2009-06-15T06:25:00.005+08:00

this will be just a brief one.....

just wanna wish everyone

.....................go0d mOrning n go0d dAy..............................

__________________________and_______________________

wanna wish sumone

..................hAppY bIrthdaY...................................

>>>>>>>otanjoubi omedetto, kina-chan......:)

okay that's all.......
got a long day ahead today....
ganbarimas....(0_____0)

p/s: really3 sorry 'coz no presents 4 u...as i said before, present t'tinggal kt jb...
huhuhu.....mianhae........

THE RETARDED SIDE OF ME

2009-06-14T17:37:00.003+08:00

i should post this tonite but, well i've got heaps of assignments waiting to be done and right now i'm so not in the mood to get it done.....

..i've done something quite ridiculous..argh...i'm knocking my head for my obvious 'idiocity'....
you see, tomorrow is 'sumone' birthday...and when we were hanging out earlier this day, i've gotten really confused 'bout the date...of course i've saved it in my phone..but i just wanted to make sure and so i started typing a message to su to ask her 'bout it...sending............message sent......
then i got a reply, but it's from that 'sumone'...the message read...'mana la ak tau.huhu'
..........argh......i've sent it wrong...how bad could it be when sumone ask you when is your own birthday besides the fact that it is tomorrow????????
---i've to kill myself.......mianhae....saranghae.......

okay, to pay back for my 'bakaness' for today, i give that 'sumone' this...........

saranghae...luv u....aishiteru...

WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY

2009-06-13T22:57:00.004+08:00

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..just finish showering..after a very 'hearty' meal...i've porridge n burger n a 'little' snacks for my dinner...don't know why i've got this 'huge' appetite lately...really hard to control myself from those snacks on my cabinet...arghh...this is almost midnite, can't eat 'plenty' anymore...i'd get stomachache in the middle of the nite if i eat some more....

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..ok this' what happened yesterday...i was supposed to get on the train to go back to my bro's house..which i did...the only problem here was that i didn't know that the train would be so packed..and typically, i didn't get the seat..so i was like dying, standing in the middle of the full-packed train for almost an hour...it was really hot..and no offence, but the guys there were really damn 'stinky'...ok i understand the fact that it's normal for guys to sweat a lot and hell, it's not really their fault to get all 'stink' and board the train...

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...you see, there's a funny scene happened when we(me,za and afzan), were on our way to exit cfs...as usual, the 'scary' pak guard is at the post waiting..i was so nervous as i was wearing sandal and a very thin pair of socks..seriously transparent....hahaha.....so then, when we were 'bout to reach the post, he signaled us to show our matric card...damn, why does he need to be so strict???..there were many cars at that time entering cfs, so he was a lil' bit busy...thank god...in the chaotic situation, i flashed my 'purse' which usually display my matric card at the front...but the only thing was it was not my matric card that shown on it, but my bank card-my red bank card.....hahaha....thank god he didn't notice it...so we passed successfully...
..this should be posted last nite..but due to the 'no connectivity' and my 'sudden amnesia', i've to post this today....

not really important actually.........(0__0)

OUR JOURNEY

2009-06-09T21:31:00.002+08:00

....i should've post this yesterday..but then i'm busy watching some of heechul's shows..haha
so then i forgot 'bout this...don't blame me, blame heechul for being so,so,so,so cute...
oops...don't hate me for this..

so what i want to tell here is that last weekend me,su and kina went 'jalan-jalan,cari makan'...
firstly, on friday we went to TS...bought a few 'things' and we watched 'nite at the museum'..it was hilarious...the movie was damn funny...love it!!!!daisuki!!!!

then, on saturday we went to KLCC accompanying su's mom shopping...all the shops we went, all the goods are so 'mahal'...so i ended up not buying anything....hahaha

on sunday, at first the plan was we, with su's mom, would go to MIDVALLEY...but then the plan was cancelled...so that evening me,su and kina went to midvalley...haha...
things we did there were:
1. bought each of us a bag..me got the pinky one...kina the blue one...and su the 'stripes' one...
2. ate ice cream..yay!!raspberry!!!
3. then.....we ate at food court...we wanted to eat 'mi kicap'...but it's sold out already...*sad*sad

so that's it...the journey of the 'evil' triangle...me,su and kina....

okay....i want to go shower...so damn 'panas' tonite....

WEDDING PLANS-_sleepy*sleepy

2009-06-08T14:25:00.007+08:00

1. How old are you?
19...

2. Are you single?
dae....

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
26..27..(after i'm satisfied wif my life...:)

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
muri des!!!haha..

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
though it's kinda impossible, wif him can or cannot????

6. Who will be your bridesmaid or your bestman?
su and kina???anyone else wanna join???

7. Do you want a garden/ beach or traditional wedding?
garden...but i think traditional kinda a must..

8. Where do you plan to go for honeymoon?
paris...then japan and korea...hehe

9. How many guest do you think you’ll invite?
as many as possible...(when i do get married i'll post the invitation on my blog..then everyone can come...hahaha...)

10. Will that include your exes?
maybe...afraid i'd run away with my exes..wawawa

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
7..i like the number...:)
..and i really love cake!!!!

12. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
evening..if possible at night...the cooler the merrier..

13. Name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding?
i hate loud music at wedding ceremony...
so no song allowed....maybe just some jazz or slow tune songs...

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon/fork/ knife?
depends...

15.Champagne of red wine?
can't drink them...

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
maybe a week after...exhausted laa klu right after...

17. Money or household items?
i like both...saranghae...

18. How many kids would you like to have?
can i not answer this???

19. Will your record your honeymoon in DVD and CD?
of course...i love recording memory...

20. I want to know their wedding plans
...no one..i mind my own business...haha
just kidding..:)

for su,sarah,kina....

ADD & DROP

2009-06-03T19:26:00.002+08:00

this' gonna be just a short one...
i've got mahallah briefing tonight..huh...what's the big deal...it sure gonna be very boring...

i finally succeed in squeezing myself into group6..hehe..though it was kinda 'not so honest' one...
i didn't lie or anything...i was just agreeing with what the lecturers said..kekeke
i'm innocent...huhuhuhu

the only thing remains is to wait for kina to squeeze herself into this group also...hahaha
the 'evil' triangle...me,su,kina...wawawa

heechul said that he's getting fatter..i couldn't agree less..he 'is' kinda fatter now..
i've got this recent picture of him..and i can see the 'excess' shown on his face...
..frankly speaking, i also thought that i'm getting fatter myself...
yosh...let's lose weight together, ne....

the end

CFSIIUM-HATE/LIKE??

2009-06-02T15:54:00.003+08:00

5 things i like about cfsiium:
1. it's kinda in the middle of the city..so transportation is really not a problem..(thank god it's not in the middle of nowhere)
2. it's not really far from my hometown(malacca..'bout 2 hours or less only???)..hehe..poor my daddy...
3. hey..we've got free wireless..which is good, i think??
4. i like my room...i get to watch the sunset everyday...the only problem is....my room is too hot during the day n nite also..i can say that my room is one of the "brightest" room in cfs..
5. the most important thing is.....i get to know all of my friends here..:)

5 things i hate about cfsiium:
1. the rules 'bout the outing attire..(hate "pak guard misai")..hihihi..
2. how the maintenance workers keep appearing in the mahallah...(org tgh pki bju tdo laa..so disturbing)
3. the loud announcement in mahallah(especially during early morning..)
4. during hot days and we've got class in smawp....(so 'panas!!')
5. the food...always the same food everyday..boring...

well, these are only my opinions...i'm hard to please sometimes..hehe...please just try to understand me for 5 minutes a day...

by the way, SU got this new addiction..big bang in the house!!!
haha...just wanna say that i like jiyong and daesung..yay!!!

su, i like 'lollipop'...hehe

WELCOME BACK, MINNA-SAN

2009-06-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

yay!!!

okairinasai...

i'm already in my 2nd year....
ganbatte kudasai!!!!

this' my 1st post after 2 weeks of 'very interesting' holiday...(huhu..interesting ke???)
so, new sem has started..welcome back, minna!!!

argh...at last i failed to get my sister 2 buy me a pair of new shoes..so frustrated...
seems like i've got to buy them myself..(plan nk kikis duet org gagal..oh no!!)

so i've spent half of my holiday at jb(my sister's house)
well,you can say that i didn't got a 'beautiful' sleep for a week b'coz of:

1. almost every nite, there'd be 2-3 ambulans passing by..the siren went 'ni-no-ni-no-ni-no' for almost every nite(at 2a.m.,3a.m.)...i wonder if jb people have a habit of getting sick in the middle of the nite...

2. on thursday nite, i think, there's a football match-MU vs. BARCELONA(if i'm not mistaken, not watching tv that day...so sad 2 miss the match..huk3)...it was almost 4or5 a.m. when suddenly i heard some noise(from motorcycle's engine)..then there were men's voices shouting(or singing??) 'ole..ole..ole..ole..'it was just a brief one..
so i went 'whatthehell??'....then the motorcycle went past again..so did the 'singing'..'ole..ole..ole..ole..'
there was so much noise that nite..
in the end MU still lost the match..huk3..so sad..

3. my pillow was so uncomfortable!!!i should've brought my strawberry pillow..huh..

but,
it's fun though staying there...all girls-no parents..huhu
and i always love spending time with my sister..
but, you see, my sister said she never heard the ambulans sirens in the middle of the night and she said that she really didn't hear any noise at all...she's really 'tido mati'..huhu

my back started to ache again...really an 'ahjumma' la..

so, oyasuminasai!!
let's have a wonderful time this semester!!!

FINAL IS OVER!!!HOLIDAY FEVER???

2009-05-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

yay!!!finally the final exam is over!!!
i'm supposed to go back today..but my parents told me to stay for another day..yup..they're gonna pick me up tomorrow...(0________0)

it's gonna be lonely at home, i think..well, you see, there's just gonna be me and my parents and my lil' brother...
of course i'm glad to be home...but thinking that i'm gonna be alone..well, it's not that reassuring..

but, that's ok though..i've already got a list of things i want to do once i'm home..

umm...let's see..the first and foremost thing to do is....
.....get a lot of beautiful SLEEP!!

lately(i mean, this last 2 months), i always sleep late..and always didn't get enough sleep(you can tell just by looking at my 'panda' eyes)..hehe

it's not really anyone's fault but mine..
almost every night i'd go online and i always reminded myself that it would just be a brief one..but in the end, i'd always got to bed at 4 or 5 a.m.

once, i didn't even get any sleep at all...you see, i was chatting and etc. on the internet and suddenly..poof!!it was already 6a.m.(subuh already???)
so i decided to solat and then i continue my 'work'..hehe
the only problem was, i got a class on 8 afterwards..so i end up getting a 10 minutes nap before i forced myself to get ready to class..it was awful..it's not really my first time..but on the day before, i also got to bed very,very late..and the day before that day, i also got to bed very,very late..

so you can imagine how awful i looked when i went to the class that day...
..i'm sleepy and i'm pissed off...

let's the story ends there..(*___*)

so, the holiday....
i've decided that i'll ask my dad if he would let me drive alone..you know, go here and there just by myself...eventhough i've already gotten a hint what the answer would be but it's not wrong to ask right??huhuhhu

i really don't know what to write anymore..i'm so damn sleepy right now...
my back ached(i'm like an ahjumma??)

i really should update my LJ...huhu
it's pointless if i just open it but ignore it later..
really 'malas'...lol
let's see..one of these days maybe...

ok..oyasuminasai...

love note 2 kina: arigato ne 'coz blanje sushi td..hehe

love note 2 su: *excited*excited
suju 'cho kawaii' dlm 'noerago'(betul ke spelling ni??)hehe

ok..oyasuminasai...(^-^)

GOOD LUCK FOR FINAL!!!

2009-05-14T17:07:00.009+08:00

urghh...exam week...tension..tension..

i've got RIM paper tomorrow..so nervous..hope the questions won't be too difficult..

..lots to memorize and understand..hinduism...buddhism..sikhism...christianity....judaism..

then, i've got Bio Lab exam..

then, BALIK!!!hehe

yesss!!kt umah ley la abeskan tgk anime2 yg dh byk tertunggak ni..

but, before that..ganbatte ne to EVERYONE for the final exam ok...

PROs N' CONs OF LAUGHTER

2009-05-11T17:08:00.005+08:00

Studies suggest that laughter could relieve pain, facilitated digestion and improve memory.Besides, it also can boost our immune system, reduces level of stress hormones and relaxes muscles throughout the body.

In simple words: laughter makes us feel better and happier.

The good thing is, you don't have to rely on natural laughter to get the benefits.You don't even need jokes or comedies to laugh.The fact is our body cannot differentiate between real laughter and fake laughter.So it doesn't matter where you are or what you do, you could always use laughter as a healthy exercise.

If you're stressed out during class or whenever you feel like banging your head onto a wall, maybe you could consider one of these:

Handphone laughter-Pretend you are talking to a friend on the phone and laugh out loud.
Silent laughter-Put on a smile and try to laugh without emitting a sound.
Humming laughter-Laugh with a hum, like you are suppressing laughter.
Hearty laughter-Put your hands in the air and go HA-HA-HA.
Lion laughter-With your eyes wide open, stick out your tongue, bare your claws and roar with laughter.

15 minutes of laughter is enough to energise you throughout the day.
So, the next time your homeworks piling up, or your lecturers 'lecture' you, just choose one of these and laugh your head off.

HOWEVER

Certainly there is no limit to laughter.But people with a certain conditions should be cautious when they're participating in a laughing exercise which can be quite rigorous at times.
The conditions include :

After underwent surgery
People with hernia and haemorrhoids
People with heart disease
People who have exercise-induced asthma

Laughing and smiling are always the best way for closure.

MUET??MUET???

2009-05-11T14:06:00.003+08:00

arghh....i'm so damned worried 'bout my MUET...i've had the speaking test today but i don't think i did good enough...huhuhu...
my point-some malaysians believe that it is more prestigious to buy imported products.

so then, i kept babbling 'bout how people like to wear branded things,they like to show off and whatever...but i really think that i shouldn't mention the TESCO products...honestly, i don't know whether they are imported or locals...huh....silly me...i'm so dead!!!!

sure i talked a lot but right now, i can't stop feeling guilty and anxious for bringing up the 'TESCO issue'...i only mention it 'coz i didn't know(more like nervous) other malaysian brands..huuuu
now when i think back, actually there are many malaysian brands that i knew...maybe i'm just so ****ingly nervous...

now, i can only wait for the result...oh God bless me....

WHAT A GUY HATE ABOUT WOMEN

2009-05-09T18:06:00.004+08:00

when i was flipping through my favourite newspaper today, i've found an article that talked 'bout women..well, it's not 'bout the usual stuff though(women's make up,how to get rid of fat,etc.)..but it is 'bout 'what a guy hate about women'...ok here i let you review what i've read..
this is from a guy's perspective:

The way they fight
Women don't fight fair.With squirrel- like efficiency, they gather nuggets of information and store them in a secret place, only to retrieve them when they're needed most-in a middle of an argument. Example: Not long ago,a female friend claimed that i didn't always follow through on my promises.I begged to differ.Thus began an argument.It was heated but relatively rational discussion, my friend suddenly blurted out, "Yeah, but in 1999 you promised to help me with that term paper but you never did!" It's tough to fight back against that type of arsenal.

The way they shift the blame
Even when it's clearly her fault and i've clearly done nothing wrong,she uses this line.It shouldn't work but it always does.She looks me back right in the eyes, blinks back a tear and says:"Don't lay this guilt trip on me."

The old 'sense of humour' quote
Every women i've ever met and in every women's magazine survey i've ever read, invariably trumpets the importance of a man's sense of humour.You've seen the questionnaire:
Q. What do you think is the most important quality a man can have?
1. Honesty
2. A great rear end
3. A lot of money
4. A sense of humour
And then we're told that 97% of the respondents said, "A sense of humour."I don't believe it for a minute.Come on, do you really care if Brad Pitt laughs at your jokes?

Cats
If there is a single woman who does not own a cat, I would like to ask her to marry me.I know nothing about breeds of cats, but i do know that all cats owned by women have that special man-hating gene. Cats hiss at me,jump on me,scratch my shoes and shed on my coat.Yet, when a date says,"I hope you and Fluffels have made friends,"she never seems to realise I was about to kick a field goal, using Fluffels as the football.

Comedy movies
Men and women have a different collective sense of humour.What's really infuriating, however is the lack of female appreciation for the great modern comedies of our time. These are the movies men love to rent and watch over and over with their buddies, quoting the classic lines and cackling in appreciation of the sight gags.
These are also the movies that make women shake their heads and say,"I don't know why you guys think this movie is funny.It's so stupid." For the record, these movies include that all-time Hall of Fame classic,How to Murder Your Wife.

Guy naivety
Guys are smart enough to know that most guys are jerks.Women are smarter than guys in almost every respect, except when it comes to jerk-detecting.It drives us nuts when we see women falling for guys who are obviously after only one thing. I've actually heard women say things like,"Oh, my personal trainers says he appreciates my body as a work of art.He's not interested in me sexually."And,"Oh, my boss is just a friend.We go out for lunch or a drink, and he sends me flowers, but he's never made a move.I trust him completely."
And,"Oh, I met this guy in a bar and he was so nice.He called me at work today and he was so nice.He's married but he's having a lot of problems and he's probably going to have a divorce.Oh, he's so nice."
Oh, bullcrap.
I guess that's it.There's nothing else about women that really bothers me.I love women.I love almost everything about them.Well,there is a weird habit women have of spending a day with a friend, then coming home and calling that same friend and talking to her for hours on end. What could they have posibly to talk about after spending the day together?I just don't get it...

so that's it what the guy had written..wow, he really thinks that he understands women really well...huh..a piece of crap i'd say...i don't know what the guys really think when they read this article(maybe nodding unisonly in agreement??)..but to me, i think it is a little one-sided..hey, not every woman thinks that guys should have a good sense of humour...guys don't have to be funny to be accepted by a woman..if every guy thinks that way, all guys in this planet would have been such a joker..(eww, not every guy suits to be funny..well, physically speaking)just imagine a real supercool guy,handsome,charming and seem really mature and composed, suddenly he started speaking craps just to signifies that he has a sense of humour??hahaha..not really charming, i'd say...if it's me, i rather choose a guy with a lot of money(hehehe..$$$$$)
but, this is just my opinion...and unfortunately, there are also things written by this guy which is absolutely true...the first one sounds familiar..women do have a sharper memory regarding these 'tiny,unimportant'(most men would have say) things in life...hey, we are a sensitive creature..and 'bout the 2nd one,the blaming-thingy, it's not really our fault that men can't stand a teary woman..hehe...it's just a trick that i think almost all women would have practiced when they're facing a desperate situation....

and another thing i'm not satisfied is what he wrote 'bout cats...hey!!i love cats!!
well, i guess i really should stick to HEECHUL...he really loves cats..hehe
aren't we compatible???lol...

EARLY BIRD TOMORROW???

2009-05-09T01:40:00.003+08:00

.....i guess i'm alittle exhausted by the trip i made today..
it was only 'bout 12 o'clock when i suddenly dozed off into sleep while watching GOKUSEN3...haha
it's really rare for me to fall asleep while watching dramas/films,especially japanese...so, i guess i'm just really tired..(0_____0)
i did walk around a lot today(err..or is it considered yesterday as it's already 2a.m now??)

huarghhh....i'm so damn sleepy...got to sleep..
my eyes are so heavy..i wonder if i can finish this post before i dozed off again..but actually it's kinda weird for me(extraordinary to be exact) to sleep this early..hahaha
got to be fresh for tomorrow..final exam is coming maa...
i also got MUET this Monday..i'm so nervous...wonder what question will be asked..i hope it's something i'm familiarized with...huh..

ok..i can't hold on any longer..i'm soooooooo sleepy...
then, i'll just end it here..

but,
is the MUET speaking test very difficult???
argh...i'm so nervous...uwaaa....

PROBLEM'S FIXED!!

2009-05-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

yay!!!problem fixed!!!
now i can write happily..hip,hip,hooray!!

hehehe...dah masuk ISYA' laaa...
daa...

PROBLEM??

2009-05-08T20:21:00.003+08:00

i've got problem with my time setting...
so now, i just want to test whether it's fixed or not..

ok...1,2,3..testing2!!

TODAY'S JOURNEY

2009-05-08T04:00:00.000+08:00

yay!!!just got back from 'jalan2, cari makan'...hahaha...
so tired..huh..
well, this time "mission" was not accomplished..i managed to find the anime i wanted,but the main purpose i went out today was to go to school and get my 'sijil'....
i asked SU deliberately to accompany me to go to school along with my friend from PD..
....but then, when we managed to get to my school, the office had already closed...(arghhhh!!!!)
it would only opened at 2.45p.m.
how were we supposed to wait that long???(it's about 2 hours later)
i'm stressed and really frustrated...it wasn't easy for me to get there..it's damn 'jauh'..
so then, we just walked around the empty school and headed back to the bus stop...
..i guess we were really not that 'lucky' as we waited for about 30minutes to get a cab...
there were so many cabs drove past us, but not a single one wanted to take us...
another unfortunate event...me n' SU wholeheartedly agreed that SIR was the cause of all of these(although we did pity him)...
we should have got there earlier if it wasn't because of the bio lab class this morning...
huh...i know,i know...it's not good to regret..but i'm so disappointed for not being able to complete my 'mission'..

however, we did have fun after that...we went 'shopping'..hahahaha...always the best cure...
i managed to get my hand on my favourite anime..so there's really shouldn't be any regrets..i'm so happy!!!!
i also bought bracelet??(bangles maybe..not really sure..SU help!!!)
it's pink coloured..yippie!!HEECHUL's favourite!!
SU bought the blue,green,black and red ones..(she's really satisfied after she managed to buy them..lol)

so, i can say that today is not really a waste..we managed to have fun somehow besides the 'bad luck' we got earlier...

........................................0___________0.........................................

i'm happy, can't you see????

HEENIM VS. HEE-SICA

2009-05-08T03:41:00.000+08:00

hee-sica...so pretty!!!

i've just finished watching INTIMATE NOTES and it was so damn hilarious...
arghhh...can't get enough of HEECHUL!!!
...he looked so pretty in that clothes, with the wig and the heels...he can beat even a real women...
no fair!!!i think he's even prettier than me!!lol..
...hey, how come he looked good even in woman's clothes????(maximum jealousy 0________0)

okay, i think the worst 'fake woman' there, was KANGIN...he looked like an ahjumma..haha
..but, i think he looked cuter now that he's chubbier..
....even SUNGMIN admit that KANGIN 'was' a pretty boy(he's not pretty now, he's manly k..)

but then, in INTIMATE NOTES, i noticed that HEECHUL got quite a temper..
it's ok though...he doesn't eat people k...
..the most memorable part in INTIMATE NOTES was when HEECHUL said that he was sorry for making EUNHYUK cried...i think he never intended to make people cry in the first place...
that's just how he is..or maybe EUNHYUK is really a crybaby??

note : SU..arigato ne...

the spoiled HEEBUM!!

I've told you before that HEECHUL likes cats a lot..so here is his beloved one-HEEBUM!!!
in a way, i think HEEBUM looks a lot like its owner...(cute= cute)hahaha...
....when i look at HEEBUM, it actually gives the same feelings when i look at HEECHUL....
not affection, but it's kind of like a strange vibe that says "STAY AWAY FROM ME" or "IT'S JUST ME THAT MATTERS"...
hahaha...it's just what i think though...

...actually i, myself likes cats very much..i always have this feeling of everlasting affectionate for cats..
so, i tend to give 'human characteristics' to every cat i met...
..i used to own many cats..but now, all had died or went missing...
....besides just caring for them, i always talked with them...it's kinda soothing to talk with cats actually..they'll just listen and for most times, they just ignore what you're saying..
you guys should try one day..

yosh..let's wrapped it up for now..
i really should get some sleep..my eyes are so tired and they feel so heavy..

daaaa.......

IT IS ALWAYS NOT MY DAY!!!!

2009-05-07T16:23:00.000+08:00

arghhh...klas bio esok!!!

.....sleepy head.....

yay!!!it's me again.... it's nearly ASAR..so i better 'solat' first before i get into my 'beautiful' sleep...hehehe
so actually, i haven't got enough sleep lately..besides the 'insomnia', i also tend to sleep 'very,very' late 'coz of chatting n' other 'things'(0____0)

i was told yesterday that there would be no class for today..so last night, i decided to deserted my precious sleep to read novel(one that i've postponed since last week), on9(but the connection sucks,so i turn it off), burning cd, and calling my friend(at 3.30 a.m.)..i only got to bed after SUBUH and GOD knows,i'm really sleepy!!!

but then, around 10 a.m., i've got a message from WANI saying that there 'is' a class today..fighting the sleepiness i replied her message asking if everyone has got to the class or not...she said it's only her and AINA...hahaha..(last minute 'announcement' la tu...) i messaged SU to ask if she knew 'bout this news..5 minutes passed-no reply n' i was still sprawling on my bed...then, i pushed myself to get up and showered..
..ok...ok...enough with the details...that's too much private info i guess...

the thing i wanted to tell is, what we(me,SU,ZATI) did after the class ended..unlike usual, we decided to take the lift to go down...well, you see, in the lift, we started to get excited seeing our reflection above us..and so IZATI took out her hp and started snapping pictures..it was fun...but then, we reached the ground floor n' ZATI couldn't get enough pic-snapping yet..so, we didn't get out and the lift door closed...we didn't realize that the lift had once again moving up..the lift door suddenly opened(i was laughing happily at that time, how unfortunate!!), there stood SIR n' all the boys from our class waiting to get on the lift...so, i was like "uwaaa...this is so embarassing!!" then, they turned around and used the stairs instead...hahaha...
we once again rode the lift down..SU said she wished to stay in the lift rather than facing the boys..it was an embarassing moment for us(actually that was our second embarassing 'lift-riding' moment-me n' SU)...bakayarou!!!!

enough with that already... hmmmm...i've got an early morning class tomorrow...at 8 a.m. i'm so damn 'malas' 2 go...actually i've already got plans for tomorrow.. but, nak wat cmne kn??dh ade klas, kene la pg...ishhh3...
argh...connection tetibe fail td... ngantuk la plak...nk tido2..zzzzZZzzzz....

bru pas tgk HANERU td..ader ARASHI..choo kawaii!!!
..spoilers-OHNO-chan n' AIBA-chan
they're a great duo...haha...baka2!!

nk tgk BANJUN DRAMAS tp rase cm malas lak... ...eh2, mane ZA ni..dy yg semangat nk tgk..ley lak hilang..hehe ...dh start ar merepek2 ni...better stop now!!!

THE SIMPLE TRUTH-DAVID BALDACCI
...in process...
i've read this novel once but i've forgotten the story..so i want to read it again...
but,right now, i'm really not in the mood to read novel..huh.:0

i think i've said that i'll stop..hehe
ok..now, i'm officially(not lying k!!) end this post..
sayonara, 'till next time...

OBSESSION????

2009-05-07T05:00:00.000+08:00

cube teka sape ni???hehe..

Now, i want to show off my HEECHUL(lol...:0)
...so as you all know, HEECHUL is very famous for his uniqueness(a weirdo???nah....)
but i LIKE him so much(HEECHUL obsession!!!!lalala...)
.....it's kinda creepy how i seem to so absorbed with this guy sometimes(maybe i'm the weirdo???)
yosh!!let's get to the main thing....
..actually, i found these on a livejournal blog..but then, i started to add and drop some info(of course, i'll only post info that i like...haha)

A fEw tHIngS yOU mUst kNow 'Bout HEECHUL.....

1. HEECHUL dislikes girls who show off their tummy.

2. When HEECHUL was young he went to the girls washroom cause the guys kicked him out of the guys washroom...they thought he was a girl(lol...he is pretty) and the girls didn't notice and thought he was one of them.

3. HEECHUL gets annoyed by people easily, especially people who don’t listen to him.

4. HEECHUL slaps and hits people alot.

5. HEECHUL likes wearing his tom and jerry shirt/pajama to sleep.

6. HEECHUL likes pink colour and cats a lot...

that's all for today...i tell you some more later...

WARNING : You are forbidden to fall in love with this guy...he's mine k...
hahahaha....(xley nk berenti gelak...0_____0)

...ok, i know that i've said 'that's all for today'...but there's a story i want to share with you all...
we all know that HEECHUL tends to dress 'a bit' differently from others...
...but, the thing we don't know is the story how he got involved in this 'weird' clothing taste...
(FYI, i love all the clothes he wears, no matter how absurd or peculiar they are)
note: i love his pink t-shirt in the SUJU FULLHOUSE..also the t-shirt with the cat's pic.......

ok let's read the story......

Kim Heechul and U-KNOW Yunho

When ‘Cinderella’Kim Heechul entered SM Entertainment, he was arranged to live in the same hostel room with U-KNOW Yunho from TVfXQ!. These boys, who were still very young, soon became very close with each other. At that time, Heechul had very short hair, his skin was tanned, and he looked very experienced and capable. In fact, the clothes which he wore were not bright, emphasizing on dimmer colours. Imagining Heechul acting like is indeed beyond our capability the image is absolutely opposite to people’s perception of him. Nowadays, Heechul is as pretty as a princess and he is famous for having an addiction to dress strangely. The truth is that Heechul should thank U-KNOW Yunho. During the SM Training days, U-KNOW Yunho was not that tall - around the same height as Heechul. U-KNOW Yunho has always been very simple person and he thinks that there should never be any misgivings between men. Hence, he naturally began to wear Heechul’s clothes. Despite countless warning given by Heechul, there was still no progress and thus, Heechul began to buy more colourful, attractive clothing whenever he shopped. Gradually, U-KNOW Yunho stopped to wear Heechul’s clothes. Nevertheless, there was another factor - U-KNOW Yunho was growing taller and he could not fit into Heechul’s clothes. Thanks to this incident, Heechul has found his true-clothing style..(yay!!!0____0)

.....lol..suddenly i feel sleepy..nk tdo!!!!

MESSAGE TO SU : Nak INTIMATE NOTES!!!hayakun!!!!

GYABO!!!!

2009-05-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

now, that's what i call cute!!

Ron-Rooney moment....

..pelik x aku tulis psl bola???hahaha...x kire nk tulis gak!!
well, actually this is the continoual of my previous post...internet connection tetibe jdk 'sewel' lak td...
ok..it's hard to write 'bout this 'coz someone had actually put a quite bad memory regarding this interest of mine...
well..let's just say that everytime i said i support MU, people(mostly boys la..) would ask me if i really support MU or i just crazy 'bout its players...
of course, i said i like both fairly...but then, if i said i like MU 'coz of the players, they would definitely say, "mst ko ske RONALDO kn??"..
haha..nk wt cmne kn,dh mmg mamat ni hensem...
but, i'm not that bias la...i'm a true RED DEVILS fan k...at least i can say i am..
i know every single players' names..not bad la 2 kn, even i don't know their positions on field...
...when it comes to football, i admit that i can be a litle bit oversensitive(poyo jer...lol)

ok..enough 'bout my obsession... my final exam is just round the corner..NEXT WEEK laaa!!!!
cuak nyer!!!!of course la cuak kn..x prepare pape ag ni...
this sem, mmg byk men jer...subjek yg senang pon ley jdk ssh klu trus men cmni...
easy to say la kn...nk study, but malas...
every single time aku bace RIM mst tetibe jer rase ngntuk gle2...walhal ble bkak laptop trus segar-bugar...
ngade2 btol..cehh...
now, i've got a syndrom...aku xley tido selagi x pukul 4 pagi...even if i get to bed on 12 o'clock i will only be able to sleep 'bout 4 hours later(after turning and tossing and counting sheeps and zikr and lullabies)...
then, esk pagi aku mst bgn lmbt...dhla klas aku mostly start kul8 kn...mmg chaotic gle ar pg2....

FOOTBALL FEVER

2009-05-06T10:26:00.000+08:00

my favourite team!!!!

...now,i'm going to talk 'bout this obsession of mine....hahaha
ok,by the time i write this post,i don't really know MU latest update whether in EPL/BPL,UEFA,etc...
it's kinda heart-breaking to see that they actually have closer and closer to losing the title(EPL)...
but what can i say??i'm just a mere fan...hell,yeah.i don't really know 'bout strategy or method in football..
but then, i also heard 'bout the possibility that RONALDO would leave the team after this season ends..
hukhukhuk..RON, don't go!!!well, maybe it's just a rumour..but still it's sad if he actually leaves MU...
i love MU..and i love RONALDO even more...yup,crazy fangirl...

NOT A PERVERT!!!!

2009-05-05T18:18:00.000+08:00

cute kn dimples dy???lol...

yay!!it's me again...
so soon kn???haha
actually today aku x puas ati btol kt SU coz' kte HEECHUL 'pervert'...
well,i already well-aware 'bout that..so no need la 2 emphasize kn ag...
aku jer yg ley kte dy 'pervert'...ahakz...
2 SU..no hard feelings k??sje jer nk show off loyalty kt HEECHUL...hehe
and...sorry coz' kte AIBA-chan 'pervert'...(but,bkn dy mmg 'pervert' ke???)wawawa
honto gomen SU...

yosh!!let us all round our support for HEECHUL!!banzai!!

KATTUN?????

2009-05-05T17:22:00.000+08:00

i'm so damn "malas' nak manage blog ni...haha..but i want to have a blog...erk..complex personality????wateva...i want to tell u guys 'bout this band first and foremost...kenal x????hehe...actually, aku takut kene marah ngn member aku klu dy terbace la blog aku ni...dhla letak gambar suju...dah curang!!!wawawa..dulu konon2 la die-hard-fans KATTUN....then tetibe dah beralih ke ARASHI...yela,tetibe je kt kolej ni terjumpe die-hard-fans ARASHI...then now,besides ARASHI,aku tgh lyn band2 Korea lak...ok ar 2 kn...ahakz..
so,'bout KATTUN,actually aku giler 'in love' ngn Kame...klu nk tau yg ne satu,dy 3rd from left,4th from right(bukan same je ke???)
aku rase org yg aku suke sume cam keping2 gle ar..KaMe,HeecHul,eUnhyuk...aku rase dorg ni aku sepak skali dh melayang...ehhh..terkutuk 'bf' sndri lak...haha...pape jela kn..

ok aku nk stop b4 connection failed ag...daaa....

MANCHESTER UNITED: WIN OR LOSE??

2009-04-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

..well, due to my passion and love for MU, I rather say that MU will win..although I was shocked for their surprise-awful loss to the Reds and Fulham, they recently manage to perform well and maintain their top position in the Premier League chase..however, recently I read the posts from fans on the MU official website..they seem to be criticizing the MU World Player of The Year, Cristiano Ronaldo, about his plays and acts that he started to do very oftenly..we all know how great an actor he is..I didn't mean to criticize him or talk bad about him, hell yeah, I love Cristiano Ronaldo..it's just that sometimes I notice that he likes to play alone, trying really hard to score the goal himself..it's a good thing that he works very hard..but sometimes it seems like he was chasing victory and popularity for himself only, not for the team as a whole..well, of course this is only my opinion and I admit that I'm not really a pro in this field..I'm just a regular football fan..and yeah, I don't really know the players' positions on the field very well..last but not least, I do hope that MU will end this season with a great victory..nevertheless to say, I am MU fan..

What the heart says

worthless.

i loved you too

sweet memories..

!!!!!

i "was" unhappy

issues!!!

my Ramadhan's sched

just another entry

eat your food!!

book report!!

i've got babies

my cat's sick hobby

Misery time!!!

i got it from Sarah is not Sarcastic

D-PLAN

bla bla bla

G.O.O.D Friends

friends through blood type^^

never again......

raya time!!

it's 3 in the morning

i come here b'cos i wanted to????

3 a.m. not 2 a.m.

a lil' update

AB?O??B??A??

a nice bedtime story

i met a vampire last night~~in my dream

afterclass

nothing really

UNTITLED

LAZY BUM???

jUST SayING

PSSSTTT!!!!!

LALALA

DAE'S ACCIDENT

THE FLU

YAY!!PANDA!!

THE END

A TIRING WEEK

SILENT INTRUDER,,IN MY ROOM??

ROLLER-COASTER MOOD

HEART-POURING MOMENT

JULY ELEVENTH TWO THOUSAND NINE

SARANGHAE!!!

BABO!!!

DOUSHITE????????

WE FELL HEAD OVER HEELS 4 THESE GUYS

TODAY IN MY LIFE

PLEASE READ MY 'SYOK SENDIRI'

L.O.V.E^-^

-------------->>>>>THE SIXTH!!!!

HEE...CHUL...

BIG....BANG.....

OUR FIRST TIME

ANOTHER HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT

TO MYCSHOKINA

THE RETARDED SIDE OF ME

WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY

OUR JOURNEY

WEDDING PLANS-*_*sleepy*sleepy

ADD & DROP

CFSIIUM-HATE/LIKE??

WELCOME BACK, MINNA-SAN

FINAL IS OVER!!!HOLIDAY FEVER???

GOOD LUCK FOR FINAL!!!

PROs N' CONs OF LAUGHTER

MUET??MUET???

WHAT A GUY HATE ABOUT WOMEN

EARLY BIRD TOMORROW???

PROBLEM'S FIXED!!

PROBLEM??

TODAY'S JOURNEY

HEENIM VS. HEE-SICA

IT IS ALWAYS NOT MY DAY!!!!

OBSESSION????

GYABO!!!!

FOOTBALL FEVER

NOT A PERVERT!!!!

KATTUN?????

WEDDING PLANS-_sleepy*sleepy